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2009-04-22T15:52:00.002+08:00

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394,

2009-04-20T21:18:00.002+08:00

I am sick . I feel the world is shaking . I spent my afternoon watching Paris Hilton's My New BFF . Its so freaking addictive , I watchedthe first 7 episodes already , 3 more to goooo! And I hate vanessa! She's so mean , and she really look like the fakest lahr . Zzz . And she backstabbed on the second day already . Wtfuck . But Paris had made her , her pet for the second time already , wahhh . She better not win!! I want brittany or shelly to win ! LOL.

I am burning , and I am doing my coursework . I feel damn sick . Fuck .

393 , i am not suppose to be here

2009-04-15T19:43:00.004+08:00

I shouldnt be here , but temptations , temptations ! Haha . School was short today , despite having SocialStudies for 2hours straight , I still find the day passed quickly !

Met pigyeo after school and had McDonald. Ate nuggets , went to queensway to meet B . I was so into my book that I missed my stop ! So , I went back to queensway again . -.- I want to finish my book soon , but I just can find extra time for me to read it beside SilentReading lah lah lah . ):

B always made me laugh like crazy . Hehehehe . And we had ice cream and shilin chicken ! Hehehe , two primary school morons with hello kitty sling bags were talking loudly on the bus and being so idiotic . Mother fucker . They had never seen people with pierced tongue . God damn it .

Okays , I need to go do my coursework before I get slaughtered by Mrchua , how I wish I can miss tuition tomorrow . Rah .

392, no time no time

2009-04-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

When I say no time means no time ok ! I am using my sleeping time to blog lah ! Coursework not done , but got do a little which is quite equals to never do , but I got improve on my idea a bit which is also equal to never do , so conclusion is I never do . Ahh , what the heck . I think I am like seriously in the mood for revision already . Thats great .

Mid year coming already . I think I should shut down this little space for a while . Yeah , I should . Its a form of distraction .

SITE SHUT DOWN , PERIOD . WHY YOU STILL HERE HUH ?!

391,

2009-04-12T16:09:00.000+08:00

ME
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390,

2009-04-09T21:19:00.002+08:00

I am so tired even when I slept all the way to 12pm , woken up by B . I am so tired even when I did not attend school . Ah , fish .

I'm still going out later at 11pm to NTUC with B and her family . Okay , I know I am tired and should not go out , but I should not neglect B so much . Anyway , time with her always flies . So yeah .

Tuition tomorrow and then Church . Mummy going off to Malaysia on Saturday , stay overs at B's house . Coursework . I wished I was dead .

389, beverly hills

2009-04-08T19:03:00.002+08:00

My carebears are with weijing and cheehong , I forgot to take it from them . I hope they are still ok . I meant the bears .

I am glad its Wednesday already . I dont want to attend school for tomorrow , and I am having a sore throat , which is such so nice timing ! Yay . But , most ppl not going siah . Haha . I dont know how many ppl will attend class tomorrow . Please dont call me and ask me to go to school , I will burn the entire school down . Tyvm .

I've got plenty things to do during the 4 days , coursework , maths ass bk , coursework , maths worksheet , chinese workbook , coursework and more coursework . Sigh , srly , sec 4 no holiday one lohr . I thought Sunday was my 'public holiday' to rest , slack , sleep and do whatever I want . But now , no more no more . ): Mrchua even asked us to burn the weekends for coursework . No choice , no choice . Sigh .

I am a good soul cause I accompany my bfh to cut her hair at some place in JurongWest and we ended up walking in circles and pushing each other and laughing our asses off in THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD . Haha . Embarassing lah dey . Seriously . Hahaha , so we managed to find the place and she cut her hair . No difference though . Ate , slack , pauline got her new phone . And I am going to enjoy free SMSes unlimited , to anyone , any line , any planet ! Jealous not ! Hehehe .

Kay , I am going to finish my NewMoon , me no care . Hahaha .
Me : What time you end school ? I am around the JurongWest area .
Pau : Who're you ?
Me : Your one and only cute sister , ferlin cullen .
Pau : 2. Wait for me . And why you never invite me to your vampire wedding ?
K la , not funny ! But I did not expect her to go lame with me . Haha .

Nothing to blog anymore , might be back! Toodles !

I know this post is very wordy you can choose not to read and just close cause I personally thinks it dont concern you and its basically crap no dont be mistaken I dont find my life crap whatever its the case I apologise for the wordy post if you puke after the post , breathless?

388, monday again

2009-04-06T16:56:00.003+08:00

The weekends were close to perfect , I enjoyed it a lot . (: Went to Cathay with B , do our bracelets , ate ben & jerry , down to taka to get my books ! :) Happy happy . I got those books using my own pay k , mind you mind you . I spent 95 bucks that day ! ( $.$ ) B bought me another version of twilight , the book . Well not really another version , just the cover page is different ! Haha . So now , i got 2 twilight books . Lol .

Celebrated Pauline's bday too . Since mum will be out of town next week . She got a new phone , yeah that prada phone which costs 700 bucks on my plan . But lucky me , changed my plan and I got free unlimited SMS now . Hehehe . I am going to donate my prepaid to B .

So little time , I totally got no motivation to do my fugging coursework . Sigh . I want to open a blog shop again lehxz . I want to sell away things that I bought and just dont use them ! I want to save money leh . Discuss with B again .

Ciao!

387, break down and breathe

2009-04-02T21:41:00.003+08:00

I think I am going to break down real soon . Sigh . Am I just being stress ? Or too tired ? I dont know . Every single moment , my eye lids feel so freaking heavy . And its like a everyday thing . I cant go to sleep till 12 am . And I dont know why . In the past , I think 12 pm is a very early timing to sleep , but now , I wish I can go to bed at 9pm every single day . Sigh . But I am always down with coursework , homework and more coursework . I seriously envy people who got CCA and still is surviving . ( sec 4s and 5s la )

If you dont want me to go to war , please tell them to mind their words , tone and language . Dont start preaching me about all those nonsense . You should go preach them instead . No , this time round , I dont fucking think its my fault .

I am talking to twin now . Long time since I've talked to her . Yay , me like talk to her . Twin , me love you and me no want you sad . (:

I want to get MsTan to start to read NewMoon . Felicia , lets seduce her with the book . Hee .

386, raindrops on my head

2009-04-01T18:19:00.003+08:00

I am so happy now cause I can watch Twilight from my PSP ! Hehehehehe . But the quality sortof suck , I am still looking for a better quality one . Hehehehe . And , I am going to get my Twilight , New Moon , Eclipse and Breaking Dawn on saturday with B . Hehehe . Yeah , shut up , I am slow I know , but not slower than MsTan ! Hehehe . Kidding lah . (:

Okay , I totally do not feel hungry now . Good thing ? Hahaha , I dont know , but mumy wont allow me to skip my meals so yeah . Hahaha . Nothing else .

B , I love you ! (:

385, grant me one wish

2009-03-31T22:33:00.002+08:00

I'm tired . But I just feel like blogging . Hehe . Still doing my Maths . Its okay , I end school early tomorrow , I can rest and sleep in B's arms tomorrow . I today never see B . Haha , too tired so asked B not to come anymore . Sorry B . Hehe .

Okay , back to all my work and paper and brain . Rah . ):

God , grant me one wish , that wish will be ensuring my bestest-think-alike mate will be able to pull through everything strongly now . I just want that wish .

384, happy birthday my dear friend

2009-03-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

Happybirthday to KeeHengJie. (: Its been 3 years plus since I've know you . And you're definitely a fun person to be with . We laugh , we do crazy stuffs , and we enjoys it . (: Enough said , enjoy your day woman , I know you did . (: Once again, happybday ! (: Lucks for everything and esp the big Os. <3

Home@ww today was ... Dont know how to say . Everyone received this small slip of laminated yellow slip of paper which states the targets that the school sets for us . Mine wasn't really that good , but I find it quite unrealistic already . I dont know . Yeah , I do feel the tension now . I am trying my best to understand my subjects now . I can feel the pressure . Ah , fish .

B , motivate me okay ? (:

Gotta go . More to do , more to do . Lesser time , lesser time .

383, all around again

2009-03-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

Its gonna be Monday again,sigh . Why so fast one ? ): Sigh. I got totally nothing to blog , so I dont know why I am here.

I am totally speechless for every single thing today .

Seriously, if you dont know what is going on between us please stfu. I hate it when people just poke their noses into other people's problems , not helping things but making it worse . Not comforting people but rubbing salt into the wound .

Bitch , you are still the best . I love you . Haha , no , I did not pour food over her .

382, and all the people

2009-03-29T00:15:00.002+08:00

I am not grounded anymore. Yay,I am at B's house now. Heeeee. And we went to JurongPoint just now. Teehehehehe . We catched Confessions Of A Shopacholic ! It sure was humorous! I wanna buy it when the CD comes out, even B agreed to it lah. Hehehehe. Really laugh die me. ((: 4.5/5 care bears . Heee. ( B say I better take the movie as a lesson and stop shopping so much ! ): )

Walked around and we bought our couple bracelets! I bought for B and she bought for me. Its just that we didnt have the chance to engrave our names on it as they dont not have the machine thingy there, we need to go down to Cathay to have it done. Another shopping trip? Hehehe.

So,we left at about 8plus and we sat Maymay's dad truck and we sat behind and talked,laughed and sang with our hair in a mess. I like I like. We went to GekPoh's playground there to slack and took photos. We left around 0945plus and we skipped home gayily. :)

( I know its dark , we were using the second camera so no flash uh )

I love my day!(: May,I dont when I will see you again,so I'll see you when I see you. Denise! where are youuuuuuuuu! You still owe me a meal and a trip uh uh uh uh.

Oh yah, me B bought me a yellow cupcake carebear for me! Yayz. Happy happy. I am off to watch Twilight. ( online -.- )

381, fun lesson day

2009-03-26T22:19:00.002+08:00

Lessons are getting more fun. Well,I am starting to like school,not love. Love is a strong word? The same thing as hate . SocialStudies was fun cause we were laughing non-stop about mdm's experinces,but,monday,she's gonna give us hell. CME was productive. I learnt a lot. I have friends around me and they are all different people,they might dislike each other etc etc. But,I am glad that I am still very close to all of them,and they dont mind me mixing with each other,sharing things with each other and spending time with each other. And,I still do see them with me whenever I need them. I thank god for them . (: I should learn to treasure them more.

Twin,hang out soon k? We can do our hair, we can jump around, we can go alter our skirts, we can camwhore in the shopping mall, we can dance in the middle of the pavement, whatever. What matters most is we're together. (: I love you many many.

Oh,we went to the lab for Physics lesson. I was totally high and I dont know why either. And we were basically snapping during the lesson. (: The 'we' ? Read on.

Now I totally know why we can click so well. (: Haha. I can say my name in 47 milliseconds and my reaction is faster than bfh's! Hahaha. Homed after that.

B picked me up and we went to my house, I got ready, slacked around and went off to tuition while she went JurongPoint. I was dying in tuition class,I couldnt concentrate at all. Head was spinning and everything. After tuition,B waited for me at bus stop and we skipped gayily home. B was very sweet,she heard me whining like some idiot cause I have no new clothes, she bought for me 2 new shirts. Love you.

This yr is tough. I gotta hang on. Woah,long post today. Okay, I guess its enough,need to start on Maths. I love all my gay brothers,sisters,bfh in school. Haha. Yes B,dont pout, you are included here too k ? (: xoxo.

( I want more care bears! no idea why too, they are just so cute and beary! )

380, fill in this blank

2009-03-25T16:37:00.002+08:00

SocialStudies lessons today were totally funny. ChinYang's 'jokes' totally set the class laughing. Seriously,its laugh die me. Hahahaha.

Got so many things to do,but so little time,can I have 48hours a day? I want to go to the doctor,but I dont know which doctor to go to. I want to run the treadmill till I drop dead but when can I step out of this house?

I think I love westwood more than I love home now.

379,happy 25 months :)

2009-03-24T15:09:00.002+08:00

D&T now,stress stress shit. I dont know how to draw for nuts,shut up,dont laugh okay. Its not a crime.

Happy 25 months,B!:) Thanks for delivering my work to me just now.
Iloveyou.

378,

2009-03-22T20:24:00.001+08:00

I should try being MissIndependent uh uh uh.Yes,I shouldnt cry over small stuffs.Right back at you.Stop coming to me crying over trivial matters.

F.

377,

2009-03-20T12:01:00.002+08:00

B and me just woke up,well not exactly. I woke up so much earlier and that B of mine just wont let go of me and continued to hug me so tight that I can struggle out.And she just kept on saying,5mins,5mins.Finally she is awake! Showering now. Yay.M'sia later. Heee.LoveyouB. Nights spent with you are always cozy. Lovelove.

I have nothing to do now,so here am I blogging.I need to go home and shower and then M'sia!(: First time so happy going over cuz B is tagging along. Nicefoodnicefood,here we come.

376,

2009-03-19T23:27:00.002+08:00

Yay.I just found out that the novel,Confessions of Shopaholic is hitting the big screens soon!So gonna catch with B,the gay B of mine who is willing to volunteer me to bring me to catch the movie. HAHAHA.

I forgot I am going to M'sia tmr instead of today,thought I could miss tuition.But,tuition was not that bad ah.So M'sia here I come.Only for a day uh.

Tonning at B's house today. Gonna catch xing guang and do some Maths homework.

K.Bye. (:

375,Backtrack

2009-03-16T19:38:00.003+08:00

YTD.16MARCH.
Mummy treat us lunch today. :D Pauline,JunJie,B,Gary and Me. :) Hahah,we ate at the chinese restaurant beside mummy's shop. It was damn freaking fulling. Hahaha. Yeah,and we went to play arcade after eating. We spent the most on the drums haha, fun fun fun fun! Then,me and B took white hamster home,his name is xiaolongpau! Damn cute! He is called xiaolongpau cuz he look like one! Wanted to give Junior a company,but she was very antisocial and attacked xiaolongpau.So we seperate them. Haha.

Did D&T till 3am -.- Tired like wtf.

TODAY.
Lessons. D&T. Tution. Rah. So boring.

374,

2009-03-15T14:46:00.002+08:00

Hello people. I am like rotting at home, I should be doing my coursework,but I totally have no idea where to start and worst,no motivation at all!! Very very bad thing. Rah. ): I know I got a lot of things to complete lah. ):

Ytd was a very tiring and long day. But it was fun! In the afternoon, brought B's brother and sister to town for their tuition with her dad. Went to eat chicken rice! At night,went to IMM for Swensen dinner,clb B's sister birthday! Woohoo,finally I ate real foooooood! :p Chilli+Fish&Chips! Hahaha. Finally had real food since I was eatin g porridge for the last 2 weeks.HAHAHA.

But,my tongue is now swollen! Omg. Hahaha. But the food was great. Hehehehehe . :> Obviously,my tongue is not FULLY recovered yet,it has pase(Sp?) on it still. And I am being very very patient with it, I am removing my stud everyday to clean it,rinse my mouth with salt water. (: I dont know when my patience will last. HAHAHAHA.

Mum's birthday tomorrow , yet to buy anything. okay,gotta go now! CIAO.

373,black friday.

2009-03-13T19:19:00.002+08:00

How's your black friday? Mine's okay,I guess. Except for the fact that we had to wrte 2 compo(s) straight. School's fine today. I totally do not know why the hell my finger was bleeding lah. -.- And I totally thought that I freakin stained my skirt till my dearest sim told me to look at my hand. Haha. So freaking dumb,bodoh! Its finally Friday!:DD But.there's tuition tomorrow. Rah, how come sec4 life no break one? Cuz its the last lap. Hahaha.

Dearest sim went off to camp already. She says she will be in sentosa tomorrow and asked me to visit her there. Hahaha. Cuz I told her I will miss her a lot a lot. And I also gave a stcik of Mentos to her! Hehehe. I sound like some crazy fellow here. She's only a really close friend to me lah. Haha. DuNcH aNiHoW TiNk lEhZx. Lol. But , its been long since I've stepped into Sentosa already! B,wanna go or not ? Hehehe.

I feel that I have a lot of work to do. But I dont know what are they. Yes,shut up, I am starting to feel the stress and pressure already. ): I was watching the taiwan drama show yesterday and I fucking cried you know. -.- Its the first time I cried watching a show lahr. Damn freaking sweet siahxz. Yes, I wished there was a part 3 leh! I'm talking about 恶作剧2吻! Hahaha, I might be slow at least I finished watching mahxz. Hahaha. So sweet please. And ZhenYuanChang (sp?) is damn freaking cute! Hahaha.

I should start to talk properly cuz I dont want to talk like an idiot during my O level oral lahxz. Hahaha. Okays,I need to work on some maths questions already.

372,

2009-03-12T18:29:00.002+08:00

I changed my stud already. (: I cannot take the pain and went to the dental,this week I spent 14plus on my tongue already! Omg,if it dont gets well,I am so gonna kill myself already lohr. Something to dampen my mood. My big aunt came uh. -.- So, I am facing terrible cramps now. More to come tomorrow. Last week have been feeding on cold drinks almost every single day due to my tongue,so panadol,standby!

School's was okay. But I am so dead. I dont know how to show mummy my term1 results lah. I only passed one. And its not even good! A B4. Dang. I failed english and sciences by a bit. Omg. I am so freaking dead,can I just burn the piece of paper and say my dog ate it up and they dont need to print anymore cuz I recorded my marks down already?? Can the paper disappear itself from my file? I love sitting with Jack, cuz we share sweets and biscuits. And he listens to my lame jokes and make me laugh !!! He teaches my chemistry , we've got endless things to talk about !!! Omg, he totalleh accompanied me today lah !! So kind, so kind. And I ate at recess today! One plate of noodle! Omg, since so long since I've ate a proper meal! Hehehehehe,so happy. But,I skipped lunch! Hahaha.

Tomorrow is friday already,I am considering if I should go to school. I will decide upon my cramps rate. Hahaha. Next week is holiday, I dont quite see it as one though. We had lessons every day except for Friday, and its the usual getting up time! Why cant they start lessons later? I dont mind going home later lah. -.- I want to sleeeeeeeeeeeep~

Okay, after school tomorrow = bugis = $$ fly ! But,I cant wait. Shopping for studs! (: The studs I bought from JurongPoint are all too short lahrxz. So yeah, I might be going tomorrow depends on B. (: B's brother fell down and tmr got check up, so dont know if B will be helping him tomorrow. So yeah.

Okay, now I cant wait for dinner! Hehehe . Bye.

371,

2009-03-09T18:54:00.002+08:00

I am very hungry! For the whole day,I have drank 3 cups of milo, one hotdog ( treat from Bfh!:> ) and one bottle of green tea!! Sad siahxzxz. Tonight dinner still got curry chicken,someone kill me. -.- Rah. -.- Oh yah, I donated 2 dollars to DonTeng today,increase my chances of going to heaven only. Hahahaha.

Maths lessons was ... Dont know how to say, but I really hope that everything will turn better esp my results!!! Hehehehehe. School was okay lah. Running in the rain like some idiot was so not okay. I am having a headache now. ):

Geraldine seems sad today,so yeah,smile,small fingers. (:

My tongue is still in pain, I dont know why. Is this normal? Or am I being paranoid? I am giving it 2 weeks to recover, if it dont, I am going down to bugis and ask the person, if it recovers, I am going down to bugis to change my stud! Hahahaha. so no matter what,also will go down.-.- Hahaha.

Okays , I want to have my dinner! Finally food~ rice+soup=porridge. -.-
I can go die alr.

370,

2009-03-08T15:17:00.003+08:00

My tongue's is finally going down. (: Mummy knows about it already and thank god she didnt asked me to take out my stud . hahahaha .

Celebrating daddy's birthday today . A lot of things cannot eat. -.- Sure a lot of people tempt me. -.- Hahahaha.

Cancelled tuition today. Okays, need to go off already. (:

369,childish teacher.

2009-03-06T22:57:00.004+08:00

HengKeeKiat punished us by making us stand during assembly. HAHAHAHAHA. -.- I thought what it will be , hahaha. What the fish. -.-

Tmr, I am seeing MrsBettyChow for Chemistry,I am so happy Bfh is going too! YAY. :) Hehehe. And sunday I am maths tuition, wah sianxzx. Weekends all cannot sleep nong nong one. -.- Tian ah. But,happy still!(:

Daddy birthday is coming!(: Gonna get things from Jurong Point.

My tongue swelling is going down but I am still living on porridge. Now, I find porridge the nicest thing on earth lah! Hahaha, I must talk properly, I cant wait to change my stud! Yay.(:

Okay lah, nothing to blog already,CIAO.

I STILL CANT BELIEVE THAT HE GOT EVEN WITH US BY ASKING US TO STAND DURING ASSEMBLY,WITH THAT,HE DARED US TO SCHOOL,I THOUGHT HE WAS GOING TO TALK TO US OR SOMETHING. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

/EDITED
Oh yah I forgot, I passed my physics!!!!! 60 marks, to you it might be what the fuck , but I am really happy lah. Cuz I never studied,never opened my physics textbook and I was planning to get like a 20 only?Hahahahaha. So fucking happy! (: 4 failures, I thought I will be one of them uh .Hahahahahahha. :D But I still failed combined sciences due to chem cuz I also never study. But,I still prefer Chem to Phy lehxz. Hahaha. Okay lahr! I am just happy.not just,very.

368,

2009-03-05T21:10:00.002+08:00

Its finally going to be friday,happy chin!:) Hahahaha. This week flew like rocket siahxzxz. I am damn freaking exhausted lahr. But since its so early and I have nothing better to do, let me blog! Hahaha.

Its been ages since I've rant about teachers uh uh uh uh . Let me do it now!:D

This fab teacher went into our class and sat there and dont know do what. And he has been telling teachers that they can take their time to talk to us as he dont need the time. I heard him saying that to 2 teachers. I dont know what the hell happened to him to make him throw such a perfect attitude at us. So, he did not start teaching,in fact he kept smiling at himeslf. -.- So, normal reaction, we shall do our own stuffs right? And when its like 10 mins to bell ring,I needed to go to the toilet, I asked val to accompany me, I did not even want to tell him that we are going to the toilet,but val said it will be better to tell him, and yeah,we did. We respected him. And, what he replied us was, GOING TO END SOON ALREADY,LATER THEN GO. And smiled to himself again. -.- So we went back to our seats. Then, when he walked out of the class, we quickly ran to the toilet and he did this very funny thing! He waited for us outside the GIRLS toilet! And when we were out of the toilet, he started his lecture. And, he even thinked that it was val whom asked me to go toilet with her! -.- What the fish! He told me that my results were like crap and everything. Blah this and that. Yeah, think again whats the cause? -.- He ended his very nice yet retarded lecture saying, I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU GUYS NOW,I'LL SETTLE WITH YOU TOMORROW,IF YOU DARE COME TO SCHOOL-OR HOW ABOUT NOT COME TO SCHOOL AT ALL! So are we supposed not to come to school tomorrow?

1) We went to the toilet as we really need it like urgently and also, there is no lessons going on, so why not just go to the toilet and be in class during lesson time? Somemore, MrChia always allows us to go to the toilets before his lessons starts.

2) Yes, I do admit my maths sucks to the max, I might be the poorest in maths in the whole world and everything, but hey, do you rmb what you said when you just stepped into our class the very very first lesson last year ? You said ALL OF US ARE GOING TO GET A1! And yes, its not even near, and you are surrending already. You said we did not put in any effort at all? If we really did not, why do we bother doing homework? why do we bother studying for exams? What the fish, yes we studied, but it doesnt mean that we will be getting As and Bs right?-.- Since you enjoys kicking us out, then why expect so much from us ?

3) We respected you, we asked for your permission, and when you said no , we just went back to our seats without saying anything. But what the hell is with you coming down to lecture us ? Yes, its your lesson still, but hello? Where were you? Were you even doing your part being a teacher? Every teacher came in and make use of every single second. What about you?

4) Think. Why are we doing this to you only? We've got so many subject teachers but why you ? Why are we treating ONLY you this way ? Think.

5) We dare come to school ? So you are daring us lah? Hello, we paid school fees and everything. And what ? We get threatened and punished cuz we went to the toilet?? So tell me now,can I skip school tomorrow and go out play and when I go back to school on Monday,I'll just tell MsTan that I was too scared to attend school as A TEACHER THREATENED ME! I rmb the school emphasing on bullying uh ? So, is this bullying? But, since you dared us, we will see you in the face tomorrow!

3 yrs in westwood, this is my first time dealing with such a irritating teacher. Like what the fuck. -.- First time having so much problems with a teacher and first time me showing a teacher so much of my attitude. Revenge is sweet, you dont know what we have done, but please look at how other teachers who teaches us , and never gives up on us , and also I dont think teachers can call the students STUPID? -.- If we are smart, we'll burn down the school . -.-

Srly,screw him hard.

367,finally!

2009-03-04T20:47:00.003+08:00

Last blog post was friday,busy busy me , busy with rubbish not work,bad thing!): I am very very happy today,cuz I might turn skinny as I cant eat a lot of things,I can only eat liquid food which I hate. And,I am living on cold water!:D

I cant wait for it to recover! Hahahahahahha. The person's damn nice in helping in,and I cant believe I totally blacked-out. And went pale. So embrassing you know! Yes you know.

I cant wait to change stud:D

(IGNORE MY FUCKFACE,TYVM)

Okays,back to my essay.

366, heads over heels

2009-02-27T22:06:00.002+08:00

I am so fugging tired now. :< I have no life, I came home straight after school and sleep and watch teevee, was intending to go for a haircut, but I was too freaking tired that I fell asleep for 5 hours straight. Bloody hell. And,I have tuition tomorrow.

School's getting boring + boring! Nothing happening one lehxzxzxz. Oh yah,today instructor kinda cute, hahaha! The guy one lah! -.- I have been seeing cute people everywhere now, omgomgomg. Hahaha,even tuition you know not! Thats the good point and motivation to go for tuition now! Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha, okay lah , I just admire them lahr. -.- Nothing special or anything . Hahahahaha.

I really want to get my piercing done, I really want to get my skirt altered, I really want a haircut!!!! So, weekend, I want to enjoy till I die, but I cfm sure chop , wont pierce on an weekend,cuz I need to entertain my parents on the weekends. Hahahaha.

Tuition tomorrow, rah. In the morning somemore!!! ?:< Sad not? Yeah,very very sad. My last lap. LOLOLOLOL.

I miss you a lot,but I dont bother saying it out anymore.
Did not think its so hard.

365,

2009-02-26T16:23:00.001+08:00

TUITION.

exhausted. ):

364,its raining

2009-02-25T19:12:00.002+08:00

Has been raining for the past few days,I hope this weather will go on and on and never stop,its more cosy and even when I walk home with my jacket,I dont sweat. (:

Common tests are seriously crap,the results and everything,and I guess its the waking up call already. Yes,wake up,me. Its not too late,yet. I want to pass out of westwood and entering a course I want to go. I should study . I should . I need some motivation and perhaps, a group to go studying with me ? (:

I want to pierce my tongue so badly that I keep thinking of a pink stud in my mouth already. There is this social issue over tongue piercing,and yes,I hate it a lot,when people talks to me,playing that stud in their mouth. Its just so irritating,so yeah, dont worry,I wont be another idiot who does that. Other than playing the stud in your mouth when talking, I am okay with everything,but I cant find anyone to accompany me down to Bugis just to get that piercing down. And bfh is definetly out cuz I think she will have nightmares for nights and days,yes bfh,i love you so I wont want you to have nightmares.(: So,any good soul ? Hahaha,I'll love you to the max!

Junior is getting well already,she is going on the wheel ( when's no one is looking ) but she is still as timid as ever! Omg,I need to chase her around the cage before succeding in catching her. Hahaha. I finally got a picture of her! Hiding in a corner. -.-

Yes,damn freaking timid.

Hahaha, okays she is really very timid. But still,I love love love her.

Tuition yesterday was alright,it just that after 6 yrs of having private tutors,I am so not used to group tuition and I tend to sleep! Its just like in a class. And I dislike it a lot, gotta get used to it,if not,I dont know how I am going to do better. Me need to hang on.

Its getting darker and darker, I am going for dinner and then,study for tmr's common test. I really hope to pass at least 1 of the test. And I will thank god if I really did pass one test.Bye world.

Here without you,baby.

363,

2009-02-24T13:50:00.002+08:00

I am like in school now,its d&t and micheal chua is like not in school,everyone is surfing the net lahr. Omg,just dismiss us for early lunch lahrxz. HAHAHAHA . Wah lao eh,I am so freaking bored,bfh is like beside me looking at GUYS.I feel so ps-ed!!! Hahahaha,okay lahr. This time is like a break for me , tuition later . ): I hope I wont get lost!

Okays,I am like so so so bored can. Stupid DesignSpects. -.- I wished,I never seen you,I wished I never known you. RANDOM.

OH YAH .....

ME WANT TONGUE PIERCING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

362,

2009-02-23T21:35:00.001+08:00

I'm dead, so dead. Someone save me? No,some god save me! ):
I am failing all my common tests,I can go bang wall die already,
I need to and I want to study.
Busy life ahead,tmr tuiton offically starts.
Sigh.Thats good,I have no time to think of other things alr.
Bye people .

361, (@.@)

2009-02-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU.
I MISS YOU.

I MISS YOU.
I MISS YOU.
I MISS YOU.

I MISS YOU.
I MISS YOU.

yes,you.):

why wont my phone ring?
I MISS YOU.

I MISS YOU.
I MISS YOU.

360,

2009-02-22T19:13:00.003+08:00

I'm still very tired after like,13 hrs of sleep,hahahaha. Whats with me man. -.- It the mind shutting down or what ? Rah,dont know,dont wannt to know too. Just sleep and dont think of anything.(:

Work yesterday was alright and sales were fab!:D YAY,so contented!!:D But it was very tiring. Haha. Oh yah, bought Junior a cage!(: Junior is Gah and Boh's daughter. ((: Junior is quite dumb you know,she dont know whats the wheel for and its get freaked out when the wheel move and she is on top,she just jumped down! Haha,cute not. But I still love her a lot lahr. She's like damn timid one lahr,since young. Even when we carry her,she will "hold" onto our fingers and hand. And she damn tiny,oh yah she love to sleep in the food bowl you know! She will dig out all her food and stay inside the food bowl one. Haha,so got for her 2 food bowl,one for sleeping and one for the food,we changed her bedding too! And you know what?! She now likes the bedding and dont use the food ball already,oh well. -.- She's damn freaking cute! Oh yay! She just went on the wheel and walked 4 times slowly and stopped to look at the wheel and continued with another 4 steps! YAY,she is becoming a normal hamster now!(((:

After dinner,mumy brought us to BoonLay for dinner,ate KwayChap,and it freaking suck to the max man,its like the worst thing I've ever ate! Ate a few mouths and I didnt want it anymore,went home showered and blah blah blah! :D

Thanks JaslynPek for talking and listening to me. (:
I'll rmb your line forvever lah! Hahaha. ((:
I dont know what will happen in the future but, I know you believe me. (:
Thank you for everything,being a great brother. (:
And lucks for your tests and all.

Thankyou bfh too for sms-ing me,talking to me!:D
Lovelove.

For those who dont even know what is happening,
I guess its best for you to STFU. -.-
Its no point saying so much rubbish when you know nothing at all.
Yes,thankyou,I know Jaslyn is a very good person.
I know that myself clearly. ~~Bloody idiots.~~

Tmr's maths common test, I am so gonna die lahr. But I guess I am used to it alr?Sigh.

359,PUBLIC AGAIN.

2009-02-20T18:03:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, when I put my blog to private, I seldom blog one! So,I am having 2 blogs now,one private and one this! I have been staying away from the computer as I am very very tired!): After school = home,sleep,dinner,homework,sleep! So yeah,totally what the fuck. No life one. Haha. -.-

Oh,its friday already,time flies yo! (((: School was alright today. Lessons were alright lahr. D&T was fun as always. Bfh and me cant stop walking around in school and mr chua purposely never give us exit pass! Hahaha, no difference also lahr. So yea, recess this time was spent with bfh! We always have endless shit to talk about and bytch about even when there is only the 2 of us! Heheeee, E.lit was alright. Just very boring to the max, and ding dong! YAY, school has finally ended! Went over to find Bfh, Terrence with us also. So cool right. Haha. We went to Gekpoh cuz bfh wants to sign up for tuition,and after that we cabbed to school! My treat siahxzxzxz. Hahaha,okay lah cuz I am the one complaining its hot and everything,but really what! Me allergic to sun,chey. Hahaha.

Went back to school,walked around,asked people for ____ . Bfh found for me! Love you to the max kay. Finally found one! Hahaha,like finally. Went to blocks there and yeah yeah, then when we want to return to school, we saw our favourite chinese teacher,MsLim,cool not?! Then,we hide here and there then went back to school. Haha. Went back to school, slacked, talked,listened to songs, she listened to me. I am very glad to have her!(: Hehehe. Then, she went off to meet someone and I stayed in school with Razziman, talked to him too! Thankyou for listening. ((: Then,went to hall, found Terrence and we played floor-soccer ball! Hehehehehe, sat down watched them high jump! Wah, I srly admire those who can jump lahr,esp. JUNHAO!!! Omg. Totally cool to the max! Hahahaha, FYI. ME CHEATED 95 CM. -.- Yeah,shut up, 95cm also want cheat cnt meh?? -.-

Walked home with 2 very interesting people,Razziman and Shuai-ge. Hahaha. And they kept making me laugh! Omg lahr, and then they complain my laughter damn scary and everything! Haha,they say I can even scare away Potianiak(Sp?) Hahaha,whatever lahr,I dont rlly care! Its like my first so happy laugh in the day you know! So let me laugh lahr. Hahaha. Then home and here,all alone at home,you tell me sian not?!

Mummy will be leaving for M'sia tonight,takecares mummy. (: Be careful when you drive. Okays,I want to sleep alr.

I.GOT.TESTS.TO.PREPARE.FOR.
I.SHOULD.NOT.THINK.ABOUT.ANYTHING.ELSE.
I.SHALL.TRY.MY.BEST.):
Shag,tuition starts next week. Sigh.

357,Happy V Day!:D

2009-02-15T22:18:00.003+08:00

How did you spent your Valentine's Day? (: Heee,mine was perfectly great!:D Morning,went to the pet shop to work. B went with me too. We were pratically eating and eating,munching and munching,talking to each other and playing with the animals! Haha. What a nice working routine right. Haha,I know I know. Anyway,mummy came at 5 to take over from us,yeah its kinda late,but its okay.(: Then we left,mummy was all alone, me and B felt so frigging bad you know! Haha. Like we did something wrong, and we were having second thoughts on leaving,but we just went ahead and left. :/ LOL.

On the bus,there was this couple sitting behind us quarreling lahr.So irritating,and they just go round and round the same thing. -.- And then,in the end,they dont know why okay alr,somemore take photos with each other! Wah lao eh,damn frigging wu liao lahr. -.- Went Jurong Point to deposit money first,( there was another woman shouting in the phone,YOU DONT EVEN BOTHER TO CALL ME AND WISH ME HAPPY VALENTINE DAY! Whats with V.day?Its not supposed to make couples quarrel right? Omgosh. )then went to MarinaSquare to buy me pencil box! Heeee. After that,we walked ard. And finally settled on TCC to have our dinner!:D Yay,nice food!Its worth the money and tips haha!Even the service was fab!Hehehe. Then went to HMV to buy my new headphones! Omg,money in money out! -.- Help!!! Cabbed home and the fare was freaking 21.50$ Sorry baby! Homed ard 10 plus.

Thats how I spent my Vday,no chocolates,no flowers and no teddy but I have my valentine with me the whole time and having dinner together , sharing a nice plate of dark devotion together! That is a very very nice valentine day already,and I thank god that we are able to spent it tgt for the 3rd year alr!:D Loveyou to the max man! Heeeee.

Oh yah,we didnt win 4D!): Never mind,baby, we will try again next week okay?! Hahahahah,I want to get rich!!!:D

356,to my girlfriend.

2009-02-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

Baby,I am so glad I've talked to you today,but,however somethings are hard to tell you in the face,I dont know why,I see hurt in your eyes.And,I am afraid that if I say everything out,I will break down before finishing what I want to say. Darling, some other things I want you to know...

Why do I have the thinking of being with him?
- Every girl should have a boyfriend. ( including you )
- I want to know what does it feel like to have a REAL boyfriend.
- Are girls really better than guys ?
- What will happen to me when you really need to go overseas?
- If we could really last till our hair turn white,how will you/I tell your/mine parents?
- If we could really last till we have wrinkles all over our faces, how will we face the society?

Why dont I break up with you ?
- I love you a lot.
- I am very dependent on you,to the max.
- I will miss you like fck.
- I will cry a river if you dont place me first in your heart anymore.
- I will feel very lost without you.
- 1 year is a lot of memories.
- I will feel very lonely without you.
- I swear my feelings never faded.
- I dont like to see you frown and tear. Its like the world crashing down.

What will happen if I really ends up with him ?
- I might not be the happiest anymore.
- I might not have anyone who dotes me so much.
- I might not even treat him like how I treat you.
- I will think of you even when I am with him.
- I will still want to see you every single day.
- I will still want phone calls with you every night.
- I will still want to share my problems with you.
- I will still want you to be first in my heart.
- I will still want you to tug me in to sleep and kiss my forehead.
- I will still want to spend every 24 with you.
- I will still want to eat Seoul Garden with you.
- I will still want to go to the Zoo and many places that we wants to go.
- I will still love you a lot.
- I still wants to lay in your arms.
- I still wants your pm to be CHINCHIN.<33

The reason my first girlfriend gave to me wase,THE WORLD DONT ACCEPT US.And I knew it sort of make sense,and I knew it was wrong to fall in love with you. I will hurt you sooner or later,and also I will hurt myself. But, I dont know why I took the step and confessed to you. I am fdumb I guess.

I am still with you,so is my heart,so dont cry. (: I dont want you to cry. You've been through everything with me. You've bought almost every thing I wanted. You've sacrifice more than enough for me. And,you are all that I wanted,but why are you a girl? We been through so many break ups,I tried to really put it down,but I failed,too terribly.I really love you a lot.

Dont really know what to do,dont really know how to face this thing.I really need you but why. Darling,you might be crying,I am sorry but I just dont know what to say,I feel very bad too,I am sorry.

The main purpose of this post is to tell you,
You have been my bestest gf.You are a very very good person,I am sure you will be able to find another love soon,but I just cant let you go.I know I am selfish.But darling,no matter what,no matter whatever you do,wherever you might end up at,you will always be first in my hear,you will always be living in me,I will rmb every single faces of you,I will rmb your pouts,and I will love you as always.I really love you.

355,

2009-02-12T20:16:00.003+08:00

Hello.byebye.

354,

2009-02-11T20:12:00.001+08:00

I'M GOING TO MAKE MY BLOG PRIVATE SOOON.
THERE'S JUST SO MUCH ABOUT LIFE THAT I AM UNHAPPY WITH.
FCK.

Ilovecrystalsim cuz she knows me best!(:

353,

2009-02-11T19:42:00.003+08:00

I absent-ed myself from school,first time this year. Hahaha. I thought this year I will have a good record of not ponning school as it will be the final and it will also be a short year.Haha.But,whatever lahr

Sports meets today,didnt attend due to some reasons.And I didnt expect Mars to text me.Thanks mars!(: Went to see doctor,the doctor said I got slight fever leh!!Hahaha,so is not I pon k?!I am offically sick!!Somemore,he wants to give me 2 days of MC de leh,but horh,I rejected!!I regretted it now ... ): Aiyah,forget it! Hahahah.

Chemistry test tomorrow! How? you tell me. Study lohr!): Haha. Okays byebye.

He's very cute. HAHAHAHAHAHA. ( stares at bfh! )

352,

2009-02-06T17:43:00.000+08:00

Its raining now,is your knee hurting?are you all cuddled up?I'm not,I am feeling colder and colder,I am feeling all the pain.I am not feeling you.

Rmb,13 months? In the rain? I miss you.

351,

2009-02-05T21:58:00.002+08:00

I have been taking naps for the past few afternoons,you know you know.I sleep like a pig lah!And at night,I still can sleep like a pig!@.@ I wont even wake up in the middle of the night,you know.Omg.I really dont know what I am,perhaps I was really a pig and I was slaughtered then I re-born as me!Haha,on the other hand,if I dont sleep,I get really in the mood for work.I can do my work singing you know,haha.Like machiam so happy like that,aiyah,work wont be fun anyway,so I have to make it sound fun what!Hahaha.

Anyway,school rock my 4 finger socks!( yah right,whatever -.- ) Okays,I dont even have 1 finger sock.We had PD and no late day): We end class at 0330): We had maths test): Aiyah whatever,school's such a bitch! I cant believe I am like out of the class for almost every single maths lessons!! #@!@$#@%#@!@ So any maths tutor wants to show me the light? I will be grateful to the max you know! Haha,be it school teacher or whoever,but dont tell me its MrHeng can already.I really wishes someone to teach me lah!I am desperate,I must say. :O Laugh all you want lah. -.- But luckily maths test,I knew how to do SOME questions,not bad already lah.Haha.And I think almost half of the class[?] was like discussing the answers you know,haha.And I am still bothered by the reducing equation question,WHY CANNOT SOLVE ONE?!?!?>.<

I'm heading to the stadium tomorrow with bfh darling!Haha.I dont really go there to train for the SportsMeet,I want to run long distance,its been ages since I sweat like nobody's business,haha.But anyway,I will be going!Yay.Hahaha.(: Hopefully we win this year!:D Oh,I am like having my period,like finally!And no cramps ( yet ) dont wanna jinx it anyway.Hahaha.If I cramp tomorrow,I dont know still want go with bfh or not leh!

Okay,I've got literature work to do and we are expected to like write one full page of an answer,stupid cow,I dont even feel like racking my brains so I shall flip my brain all around and use every single bit of my brain juice to squeeze out my answers,hoho.But,I think I wont be able to fill up the whole page,still.Aiyah,whatever lah!At least,I got try what what what!!Hahahah.

Side note,
I.love.Chang.Betty.
She.is.so.much.better.than.mr.heng.who.invests.in.hair.gel.
Screw this fucked up school. :>

350,

2009-02-03T21:07:00.002+08:00

I dont really thinks there is homework today,only MATHS.I am so trying to do it all by MYSELF. I am not copying.I know I may be slow,but sorry lah,I am trying my best already,thank you to those who taught me and helped me!(: Thankyou so much!(:

After school had D&T extra lessons,it was so fun!(: Fun to the max man!Talking,eating,pasting pictures,hitting weijing!:D Hahaha,poor guy.Okays lah,he bullied me too,so its freaking fair!After lessons,walked back with Bfh,waited for someone. And then,went home,and slept again. Omg,I think I am getting used to naps.Haha.Die me die.

Okays,tuan yuan fan last episode already,so yeah.I am going to do maths and watch teevee,shut up,I can multi-task!:D Hehehehe,oh yah,before I go ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMCRYSTAL!
LOVEYOU OK!THANKYOU FOR BEING WITH ME ALWAYS,
STAY HAPPY AND MAY THE BEST BE WITH YOU!:D
XOXO.

349,outdated one

2009-02-02T20:44:00.002+08:00

Since so long since I've updated,lol. (: Last Saturday,it was people mountain people sea over at my house,hehehehe.This year lion dance was so much better than last year's!Its nicer,more not scary and the people are more friendly too!Haha.And this year the lion even went up to all our rooms! Coolios!

We had steamboat,and I didnt really eat much cuz I was mahjong-ing away with my cousins!Omg,I lost all my money already you know you know,freaking sad.-.- And next time we wont be playing 3 person mahjong alr,we will be playing four!Cuz pauline just know how to play!Hehehehe,omg,I sound like an mahjong addict,aiyah,it fun and addictive but sometimes,costly!($.$)

I just realised my dad's side has a freaking huge age gap can!I have a cousin who is 30 years old you know!!!And then,his daughter called me GUGU when we are like dont know how many puny years apart lah!!Wah lao,freaking old can!-.- Aiyah,popo can give birth lah,she got 10 children and daddy is number 9. Hahaha.

This weak was play play play,I really need to settle down and focus already!!Omg,and at the same time,stop loosing money!Hehehehehe.But its freaking hard,aiyah,whatever lah,oh yah,I played hotel 626 today,its very .... =.=! Lame siah.

Okays lah,I should end this very lame and random post and start on my coursework!Bye people!

348,BRB

2009-01-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

♥WILL BE BACK SOON.

347,

2009-01-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

I am feeling damn uncomfortable now.Stomach pain like shit,dont even know if its cramps or what,motherfucker.No,not yet bleeding.Fucking pain lohrxz.I am very tired,having this bad headache and I am feeling hot and cold,fucking hell.Well,maybe I should shut up cuz no one cares.

School was short today but tired,only manage to catch a few hours of pathetic sleep. Suddenly,I miss M'sia a lot.I miss GongGong,I miss my cousins.Sigh.I miss everything there.No tears,no worries,no troubles,no places filled with us,no nothing.We sleep,eat,shit,gamble,shower.I love that kind of life.Argh,whatever.

Sunday house will be people mountain people sea.Lion dance too.Fuck.

I miss you,I miss us?
Do you?I dont know why you are treating me so cold.
When you're texting others,no one in particular,you sound so different.
I dont like this,I want to end all this.
I want to move on,but who can help me? No one.
Sigh,teach me how not to cry at night.
Why do you break promises? I thought we were not supposed to leave each other?
Baby,I miss you.

I.WISHED.I.COULD.FALL.SICK.AND.DROPPED.DEAD.

346,not in town .

2009-01-26T18:52:00.002+08:00

Hello hello,I am blogging over here at M'sia at cousin's place! Quite boring here,but still fun.(: I just lost 10bucks.(RM) LOLOLOL. ($.$)

Have been muching on cny goodies like nobody's business!Omgomgomg.Haha.esp,BAGUA!!! Damn freaking nice okay! Hehehe,had steamboat for lunch today and it was freaking nice lah! I was damn freaking bloating you know you know.Hehehe.Slept at only 3am plus ytd. Tomorrow going back,I have a lot of things to do you know,I dont know how I am going to finish it,should have brought it along with me larhxz. So yeah leaving here tomorrow only after lunch.

The trip here was crap. I had my eyes glued onto the PSP like 3/4 of the time,the rest of the time was spent reading at sms-es from you.( when we were still together ) And I ended up deleting everything. Sigh. I guess I should really forget you completey right? Sigh. Why do I still cry at night?Sigh. Okay,leave all emo stuff for the post when I come back,emo emo posts when I returns!Hehehehehehe.

I wish I could survie the trip back,muhahaha. (((: Okays,I miss everything in Singapore. I want to go home soon. I miss the air in singapore,okay Lame. Hahah. Okays mahjong is calling me now! byebyebyebye~

345,GONE.

2009-01-25T14:28:00.001+08:00

MALAYSIA/♥GRANDPA'S HOUSE.
25/01/09 to 27/01/09 .

344,23 months ago...

2009-01-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

So tired,my eye lids are like half way down,omgomgomg.Had a stayover with brother yesterday,and today went out with my brother and Jaslyn and his brother to JurongPoint.Arcade!Like so freaking long never play already,the last time was at Genting?Haha,and we kept comparing the machines,the space and the temp. Dont know if I got the chance to blog tomorrow cuz tomorrow got 2 reunion dinner uh,one at home and one at uncle's place.I dont like reunion dinner at uncle's place!:/

Group photo!

thanks for rmbing this day ((:
happy 23 months to us,
perhaps,perhaps,perhaps.
:')

343,

2009-01-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

I am freaking tired today,was out the whole day and I've enjoyed myself!((: Extra lessons was dumb okay,motherfucker,we were locked outside for like being late for a few pathetic minutes lah!Motherfucker.So we played true or dare using my shoe leh!!Haha,bfh threw her shoe down,jianyang moved the dustbin,bfh moved the fire extinguisher,razziman cofessed something and many many more!(; Heeee,this year is gonna be so memorable uh!Lol.

After extra lessons went with JaslynPek to River Valley to find maymay!(: And we got lost in vivocity,hahaha,but we had funnnnn!;D Then we finally found our way there and when we reached there,we went to find maymay~ Bought drinks and talked to Dahlia. And then left with Ian and JaslynPek. (((: We took bus to Clementi and trained to JurongPoint!((:

Went to 77thStreet to take the suspenders,then we walked around and we went to buy $2 chicken rice!Cheap cheap cheap and it tastes like the normal one leh!!Heeee.So we bought and went to school there de void deck and eat,Ian's friend was there too.(: We look like homeless kid,with our bagpacks and eating packed rice lah!Haha.We ate and they _______. Slack around and skipped home with JaslynPek,shared a _____ with her while walking.

Wahlao I am broke alr lah!): Pls give me big big ang pow! Lololololol. I am dead tired and me wanna sleep alr. Byebye.

342,Spring cleaning

2009-01-21T20:50:00.002+08:00

I've cleared my room,again!YAY,feeling much better now,its the first thing that I've enjoyed today.(((:So happy now,I always clear my room,but I dont clear my wadrobe,its useless de lohr,cuz whenever I go out,I try try try,not nice I throw in. I dont hang them back nicely,hahaha.So yeah.I dont really care about my wadrobe.((:

For the previous post,you can comment whatever you want.but you if you dont know anything,stfu.(:Which I think none of you really knows what happened so yeah.(((:For the class thingy,I was shift to the side of the classroom for the first time in my 3 yrs in westwood,fuck.So not used to it can or not?Bloody fuck,yes,I am not happy about that.Its not about who sitting beside or around me,but its the place,but I have to admit that if I sit there,I MIGHT improve as I dont really talk to people around there,and Gina teaches me if I dont understand.But I dont like sitting at the extreme side leh!!!Never mind lahr,see outside de view if very boring lohr.Sigh.

Okays,I am so proud of myself for my room,but with 2 laptops sitting on my table,there is not enough room for me to place all my coursework stuffs if I do coursework,aiyah,never mind lah.Anyway,I got a new shelf!Okay lah,not new,daddy dosent need it anymore,so he asked me.(((: Its full alr lohr,sigh!Somemore,I still got Pauline's past year book haven put in yet,die die die! Haha,okays,I actually wanted to go running,but I cannot finy my earpiece,so I didnt,but when I cleared my room,I found it!!!!): Blooody hell!

Going to shower and reward myself by sitting infront of the tv with my chilled nata-de-coco and ice cream!:D All cold stuffs,which means I need to take my asthma medicine when I goes to bed,hopefully I wont forget!:D

341,all messed up

2009-01-21T18:54:00.002+08:00

See what I mean?You always dont make time for me like you always claimed.You dont really bothers about me.Yes,we are not together,but you should use this time to prove to me that I am still important to you.Everytime I asked you to come over,you will say tired blah this shit and that.What am I to you?When we are together,you are like that,after not being together also like that.Dont forget what I did for you during your Sec4 year ok??Mother fucker.Stop acting like you are all that I need,stop acting like I will die for you.Cuz,in time to come,I'll move on.I hate the way you are treating me now.Other couples will be YOU ABOVE EVERYTHING,for me,you treat me as EVERYTHING ABOVE ME.For the past 1 week and 2 days,it always was me making the effort to go over to your house,when I dont go over,when I asked you to come over,you will be saying,TIRED,LATER.After that,you will say,I CANNOT GO ALR/TMR THEN I GO YOUR HOUSE.What the fuck in the fucking hell is this,and bloody hell,this is not the first time things like that happened okay!!I guess you are very happy cuz there will only be 2or3 days left for me and you.And they are not full whole day,it might be like a few hours only.Happy right?Bloody fuck,if you so tired,dont go lunch with your friends lah,after school come back and sleep lah.Sleep till you happy,everytime tired,also dont know what fuck you doing outside lahr.Tired tired tired,my school hours are much much longer than yours,my lessons are much much drag than yours,so you feel so fucking tired means I tired till can die alr lah?So I tired till dont need make effort for you already lah?This is so fucking unfair lahr.Mother fucker.You always said,I change,I change.Well then,thank you,I will change for the worst you've ever imagine then!I'll do whatever you dont want me,happy?Fucking shit,you this fucking piece of dung.Dont blame me,stop blaming me and starts to see whats wrong with yourself.Nobody is perfect and so are you!!So dont keep telling me how good you are blah blah blah.Fucking hell.Dont come and tell me how I am too.Cuz you are no better,believe it!Fucker.You always says I not happy jiu buy thing,you think what?Money can buy everything ah?!So what if you are richer than me?HUH.What else have you done for me other than buying things?!Shout at me?!Ignore my calls/sms-es?!Thankyou ah!Seriously,I rather you take everything you bought for me back and give me all the time you can to me!Bloody fucker.

I've got a brand attitude towards you and I am going to wear it whenever I need to face you.Now that we're done,I am going to have more fun.You werent there,you never were,you want it all,thats not fair.I gave you life,I gave you all,but you just sit and watch me fall.

I'm going to show you tonight,I dont need you.I've got my own fun without you.
一切都太迟了，对不起也没用，你已经不值得我爱和关心。

School sucks big time,
I hate everything so shut up.

339,

2009-01-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

Okays,I feel damn relaxed now for once,okay lah. Not very relaxed actually.Because,I am still thinking what to do for my D&T!! Anyone got brillant ideas? Rah. It seems like no homework to me. But there is a chinese test tomorrow which I dont know how to study for it,cuz I dont normally study chinese,dang. :/ Sigh sigh sigh.

School was the best so far since school started.(: Haha. Except for some boring lessons lahrzx. And I hate maths,I hate maths to the freaking core. Screw that fucking subject manxz. Its so embrassing when that fucking shit of graph was like shown to the class,mother fuck. -.- Its not the first time I was embrassed for this fabulous subject,maths. So give me one fucking good reason to love this fucking subject lahrxz. At least I bothered to try to draw that fucking piece of shit graph right.Motherfuck. I.GIVE.UP.IN.THIS.FUCKING.SUBJECT!Yes,I give up,you hear me? I.FREAKING.GIVE.UP! Not unless I find a new teacher or tutor or just some nice person who is willingly to teach me patiently. Call me childish or whatever shit ok? I dont care,seriously. I tried liking the subject,the teacher and basically everything that involves this subject,but I dont get any support or any shit. I suck at this subject,and I am now accepting the fact. Shut up lah,dont tell me I cannot go poly or whatsoever lah. I have plans if I really dont make it,so shut up,I'll still try to pass my other subjects well and find a tutor at the same time. (:

Okay,except for that stupid Maths lesson right,everything was alright. SocialStuides was exceptionally fun!:D Heeeee. My fabulous group did nothing. I was rushing my coursework ytd night,so I only pasted the 4 mahjong papers together,and then we chiong the project during recess time and socialstudies periods.Haha,we were like laughing all the way lahr,the guys in my group are funny and nice and kind and sometimes irritating,haha.But it was fun.I dont know how the heck we ended up using markers drawing on each other,bfh was damn pathetic lah!So as Elton.Haha.He looks like a zebra lah.Haha,we had fun,and we completed our work,it might not be as good as the others,or I think it will be the worst,but this is the first time,I am in a group where no one is left out and everyone did their part,be it writing,highlighting points,planning,liquid-ing and playing!:D Haha,it was the best groupwork I ever had. (((:

After SocialStudies was D&T.D&T was fun,damn freaking fun.(((: I helped WeiJing to cut out his photos very professionally but he was complaining I was too slow! So I used JunHao's method but it turned out fugly then he complained again.Then,I trim for him lohr,I know I am good,hee. And we ate and ate while doing our work,no,I did not touch any of MY work during that lesson,I was talking to WeiJing with bfh,okay lah,more to questioning him of his life!Hahaha.

Lunch was with Jaslyn and Ian. Ate,bought sweets and everything back to class. :D Met bfh first before heading back to class. Played talked and time zoom-ed!:D Packed up,walked to Shell bus stop to find Jaslyn and Ian again. They fixed the bicycle while I watched the 7pm show,damn funny,I tell you!Hahaha. They finished fixing the bike like only at 8 plus? If next time they got bicycle shop,they can only serve one customer per day,pathetic not? LOL. After that,may sent me home,we talked about many things.((: And then,she went off,may,I like my hair k!Haha!

Bathed and everything and here I am. Haha. I want shopppppppping!:D Yay,okay I decided to go running tomorrow. (: Today ran vertical,very tiring and was dying,but the feeling was damn freaking shiok you know! I like the feeling!:D Heeee. Aiya,I dont know want to go training tomorrow or not lehh! I feel like going back already,but I dont know what time all that,so I guess I'll pass it. (: Okays,I think there's is nothing already,oh yah! I want to change my skin to the plain one!!! But I'll save the current one,in case I change my mind,me is indecisive!! K,bye!((:
Today me is happy and high,gooooood thing!:D

Bfh,cheerup k?(:

Teach me how to treat my girlfriend as my friend,I feel weird,I dont like this feeling,but I just cant move on and forget everything,shucks.

338,MAYMAY

2009-01-19T20:15:00.002+08:00

Maymay,dont be sad.

I'll be here for you,same as Jas okay ?

Lovelove,see you tmr during lunch and pur everything to us ok?

Dont worry,everything will be alright,lovelove.

337,time stop time.

2009-01-19T19:41:00.003+08:00

I hope time could stop now,

I hope time could slow down.

I need MORE time, actually,I need more than more time.

There's SocialStudies and Coursework waiting for me to complete,

But dang,I have no motivation at all,shucks.

I hate this kind of life,
I look forward to Cny. Heeeee. :D

Okays,gotta go already!

~~I'M NOT OKAY,I'M NOT.~~

334,omgomgomg...no

2009-01-15T18:54:00.002+08:00

I feel the pressure,

I feel the stress,

I feel the tired-ness,

I feel me giving up,

I need to let it out,somewhere,somhow.

I want to talk it out,I want to let it off.

But I cant do it,cuz I dont like talking to walls.

But darling where are you? I miss you ...

Thanks twin for talking to me,luckily we live so near lah,I mean if anything,we can either walk to each other's house.((((: I thank god for that.Friday's like the day we always hang out together,so happy.And we also think alike even till now.Twin jiu shi twin,I love you ah,come to me if anything,and I will too,dont worry about me.Lovelove.

I dont feel like blogging anymore,
Anyone got sticks? Fuck this stupid object which we named world.

333,fugging coursework

2009-01-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

I am here doing coursework and my maths,hoho.Okays,I am very excited for CNY shopping with baby this weekend,and at the end of the month,Baby's bday celebration! I really hope to miss my menses this month or come before CNY.): Dang dang dang.

School was basically fug up.Most of the class students' socks were confiscated~ Hoho,3 years in westwood,first time uh,somemore its the last year fugging memorable,cute not??-.- So yeah,me and bfh bought the bucks westwood socks,mother fuck!Waste my money lah. I gave it to baby and bet with her to dare her to wear to school for her netball training.HAHA.Baby,saturday k? Heeee.

Damn tired,I got friday planned too! Accompany twin to rebond hair,wah tempt me to rebond only,but if I do,my hair will die already lah.): Well,school ends tmr only at 430 and shall see what I can do,meet baby for a short while to bully her as usual??Hahahahaha. Aiyah,she also bullies me more than I bully her k!

Yay,my baby gonna end her french class!(: Yayness.Heeee,okay back to fugging work!):

PSSSSST/may and yup,when are we going out before I cant go out anymore huh huh huh? Heee.

332,Free writing

2009-01-13T20:09:00.011+08:00

Haha,I am very very ultra tired,so dead you know,since so long since I end school so late!Freaking tired lah,but I feel like writing here at this page!:D School's fine and everything,baby has been making trips to school to find me for lunch for sending me home,sweet baby I've got.Heee. ((((:

Anyway,I was at CHINATOWN on Sunday,it was freaking squeezy you know! ( Like duh right,cuz its chinese new year season ) And,there are things which pissed me off.

1) Scary Promoter.
Yes,I know, you are paid to be a promoter,there is a lot of people,and yes,you are there to PROMOTE and ask people to try the sample of your product. But do fucking understand the difference between PROMOTING and FORCING PEOPLE TO EAT YOUR PRODUCT. I mean what the fuck lah,its like so crowdy already and there is this woman forcing you to take her samples. She was selling mushrooms,not those normal canned ones,I dont know what they are called,its the black ones. Yah,and then this freaky woman stood there with her plate of mushrooms and force people to eat you know! She even forced TODDLERS to take it lah!Even when the young kid kept waving his hand as a sign of "No,I dont want it." =.= Yes,samples are free for us to try,but you dont need to force you way through right??Wahlao eh,ridiculous siah. Its not like you will be paid more if you give out more samples,and obviously when people dont even bother to try your product,its freaking obvious that they dont want it right!!So whats the point of FORCING them to take it??They might just think it was nothing and throw it away,why not give it to someone who really is interested in your product?? Stupid ... cow.

2) Typical people.
Its very crowdy over at Chinatown,I am sure most of you knows it,even if you are not there,I mean its bloody hell common sense right?Yes,and everyone was walking in rows and walking slowly one after another like some row of prisoners but its the way it works what. Then some extra will think that they are the president or they are rushing to some place or they are busy people or impatience or simply just being typical! There is this woman walking behind me,and then for dont know what fuck reason,she started to run!!And I can tell you its very squeezy,I can hardly breathe already,and this smart woman pushed her way through and ran past me,my mum and all those infront just by pushing and shoving others beside her or who are in her way.Like what the fuck,no she dont owe the fucking road okay. And the worst thing is that you know what???
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SHE SWAY HER BUTT HAPPILY AND STARTED TO STROLL WHEN SHE WAS INFRONT OF US,AND OUT OF THE CROWD!!!STUPID....COW.

Wah,I tell you,I am so pekcek that I decided to walk infront of her,giving her a shove and TSK her in her fucking face lah!And then,she stared at me,what the fuck,I think its very ridiculous and inconsiderate to shove and push people around you just to get infront of the crowd and sway your butt okay???tsktsk.

3) Inconsiderate people.
This has nothing to do with the trip to Chinatown,it happens whenever I take the public transport.Do you guys think that whenever you take the bus,there will be a buch of morons coming up the bus and they happily stand at the door and dont want to move in anymore even when the buses are so freaking crowded already?Yes,inconsiderate huh.Like hello lah,its not that the doors will move away or whatsoever shit,cant you just freaking move in?? Its not like the bus driver wont stop for you or whatsoever you know.Just ring the bell and move to the doors lah,whats so hard?Its so irritating you know,people thinks that they pay money for the rides and they can stand whenever they like without thinking of others!!Like hello,everyone paid for the trip and I dont see them crowding at the doors.If I am going to be a bus driver,I will:

1)Talk nicely and ask them to move.
2)If that dosent works and they give me the look that says,who are you to tell me where should I stand when I paid for my ride,I will use loud hailer and freaking shout at them!!
3)If that still dont work,I am going to press the siren on the loud hailer near their ears!!
4)If that still dont work,I am going to get off the bus,switch off all the air cons and not drive!

HAHAHAHAHAHA,and so,the bus driver wins and all those people will move their butts in,YAY.
And I will be laughing my ass off when I see them moving in with their glumy faces!Woohooo.

Okays lah,I must be so bo liao to think of all these right,I dont know leh,I just feel like writing lah,I am very tired now,I want to sleep already,there is still a lot of things for me to rant but I'll save it for next time!:D Hahahah, okays I want to go off already,bye.

Oh wait,before I go,

♥Best seniors. (:

331,O level results.

2009-01-12T19:50:00.002+08:00

So its the release of the O levels results today. Stayed back to witness them taking their results.Forgotten the highest already,walked aound the school,seen may and yup took their results,and then I received a call from pauline.She was crying uh.Omg,and I totally dont know what to do,to me her results is alr good lah.Her english got an A2.If she wants to have a second shot,I dont mind giving up my place in westwood for her to study again,and let me have her first result slip,hahaha.Fat hope lah.

B away at her french class,Cny is coming,everywhere sales!Cheenatown was so croweded lah.I still am not done with my Cny clothes shopping.Lol.So yeah,weekend will be shopping shopping shopping again!YAY.Heeeeee.

School today was alright lah,the air con was freezing,but it was better than fans.((((: And yeah, I was reading my book,climax now!Wah,so exciting,aiyah,I still got compos to do you know,but I am just so not motivated and just so lazy.I need help with my sciences,any saviour?Lol,I can get pauline,she freaking ace her Sciences too!Omg.Haha.And I definetly need help with maths,MrChia is recommending teacher for tuiton for me and bfh,yay.

:D OKays,I have nothing else to blog anymore lahhh. :D Heeeee! I need to plan for 31Jan. A very special day to me,and to someone hopefully.Haha.Okays,byebye!:D

330,

2009-01-10T17:04:00.003+08:00

I am working now,boredboredbored!): Lets see,sales not bad,and I am quite enjoying the air con,computer and the company here .Brother is here,maymay is also here and and and baby is also here! Brother and may went to the arcade already , and my baby is playing with the cat.LOL,I am gonna kill her is she tells me she love cat,cuz I am afraid of it,HAHA.

Paiseh uh twin,not free today and yesterday,but I am really glad that you bothered to find me and ask me.((: Anything in the future can ask me k?I'll try to accompay you whenever I can.

I am going to do 3 compos today cuz tmr will be shopping for clothes!:D trying hard to finish my work by today.Heee.

There is 1 dog and 1 cat here,haha they are friends lohr!Baby and me are playing with them.How freaking cute~ Heeee,I feel like getting one more dog,freaking hairy de. Heeeee. But I think mummy will kill me. Hahaha, even dog and cat can be friends,they wont fight,how cute? Whats with human? Argh,fuck.

PSSST.I want my tongue piercing by this year!!

329,

2009-01-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

Okay,I just reached home and finshed showering,I was in my uniform the entire day,haha.School ends at 1 pm,and I walked to baby's house,she was sleeping like a pig lohr.Haha.So I woke her up,and we wacthed tv together,used the computer.((: At 2pm,I went to fetch twin!Yes,I know I am a nice twin,went to buy my waffle. Heee,twin went to find the boys and she _____. Twin ah twin, dont okay? (:

After that,we went to baby's house and waited for baby to cook for us,hehehe.She served us noodles with extra extra extra of her love till we were so freaking full lah!The noodles was filled with,hotdogs,sausages and chicken. Like omg. == Haha. So we all ate and we talked and we camwhore and we laughed and we talked about the past,and laugh about everything that we can. (((:

Around five plus, we started doing work.Hohohohohehehehahaha, I was stuck in my maths but baby taught me!:D hehehehe,twin started to use the computer,and then may called saying she wants to come!:D its been so long since I last saw her lah! Haha, the last time was,the first day of 2009!Heheheeeee. (((((: So she came,we crap and laughed even more!:D Twin left at about 8pm,I left at about 9pm. (((:
Pick-tures!:D

All so crazy,but still the best!(:

Might be spending friday with twin again!:D Yayness. Heeee.
And I going to cut me hair with me baby on frday also!(:
Lovelove,kay,I hear me bed calling me now~

328,New life.

2009-01-06T20:50:00.002+08:00

School has been alright so far,its just that I am still not yet used to the sleeping pattern lah.Its like,I go to school,come back sleep till like no one business and then,I eat my dinner then I cant sleep,so I will be tossing and turning in bed,heading to lala land only at 2am plus and get my4 freaking hours of sleep lah!): God,save me.

And I dont know if I am saying this but yes, I feel the god-damn-freaking-stress already,teachers come in,they tell you their expectations,blah blah blah.): Coursework make me feel the worst lah. Due dates are all set and fixed and its all so freaking near and so little time,so much to do! Everything changed over the year but the timing just get freaking not extended lah. And hell, I dont feel like studying yet,screw that. _l_

However,on the bright side,2009 was not bad so far,with my love and family. (((: But the thing is that my ruffles boy looks sick,he has been puking and I dont know whats wrong with it,if he dosent gets okay,I'll bring him to the vet during the weekends.Hopefully,ruffles wont spread it to tinkle and pauline will come scolding me. Haha,okays lah, just hope that both dogs will be fine. ((:

I love my girlfriend,and yes,thanks baby for everything,for making the efforts to meet me whenever you can,for making me laugh like nobody's business after a long day at school,for picking me up after lessons,for providing with things I needs and wants,for loving me,for being so tolerance with me,for helping out with my school things/notes/problems and most importantly for loving me.(((: Its going to be 2 years since we are together and honestly,I really enjoy every single bit of this relationship,we will quarrel but which couple dont?((: Since 2009,the tiffs we had was minor,thanks for everything baby,yes,I still love you like the first day when I told you I love you. ( I love my girlfriend,you can shut up.If you feel grossed out or whatsoever right,then close this whole entire thing lah. == I dont care if I am holding a girl's hand,kissing a girl,hugging a girl,I just know that I love her,she loves me and yes it will always be this way. ((: If you are anti-us,then byebye. ((: )

I want to change skin,but I dont have the time to do it, or rather I am lazy to do it. Haha. Okays,I will be spending the whole afternoon tomorrow with Jerminloh,twintwin! Long time since we've hang out together,the last time was over at baby house baking cake. Hehehe. So happy!:D Kays,I go audition with my babybabybaby~ hahahahahahehehehehehohohohoho!

327,

2009-01-03T12:03:00.002+08:00

Did not have the chance to blog on the first of January,gosh it so fast lah. Its alr the thrid day of 2009! Omfg. -.- Okay anyway,I want to make wishes for the year!:D Hehe.

- be a good daughter
- watch my temper,control it.
- be a good girlfriend.
- study hard for the coming nine months for the coming Os.
- try my best,try very hard to save money! ($.$)
- stop asking baby to buy things I want and not need.
- help baby save! :/
- parents to always be in the pink of health.
- pauline to get what she want for the Os results.
- junjie to get streamed into what he wants/mummy wants.
- try to bathe the dogs weekly myself.

Okay fine,its a lot. Haha. Okays,I still have holiday assignments not yet done lah! -.- Omg,so gonna die. The first day of school was not bad,vice-principal changed.): new teachers here and there. But it was very tiring lah,still not used to waking up so early and sleeping early,die me die. And I am sitting beside Idontknowwho.Under the air con,anyway,its temporary i guess?Hoho.Oh yah,Jurongpoint with baby after school,she bought me a nike jacket.:/ Okay lah,I paid like 5bucks for it.Haha. :/ It was 89bucks and I paid 5 bucks.I want the waffle one,but its too small,the cutting.-.-

Hehehe,loads of things to do,byebye!:D

326,Bye 2008

2008-12-31T13:06:00.001+08:00

Its the last time of 2008,fast fast fast~ ): Omg, I so dont want next year to start lah,new life,new timetable,less time for baby.Somemore,her timetable next year,her classes all starts in the noon. -.-When I end schools,she goes to school,sigh!): Omg,sad like wtf!

Okays,need to rush homewooooooooork!

Bye2008,hello2009!
Lovelove,me.

325,

2008-12-30T13:13:00.003+08:00

Time flies!Soon,2008 is gonna be over!):Rahness.School will be starting real sooon! Rah.
Haven been updating much,cuz I just dont feel like being in contact with the cyber world.So I decided not to upload my genting trip photos,if you want,view my friendster!:D It will be inside!((: ( SOON )

I am doing my homework and baby is studying!:D She's forcing me lahhh. Haha.My asthma is back!Great!Now if I want to commit suicide,I'll just not take my pills and drink plenty of cold water,hahaha.Dont need to suffer also.((((((:

I love all my christmas presents!:D
Gotta go!Byebye!:D

324,SANTA IS COMING TO TOWN!:D

2008-12-23T18:58:00.004+08:00

In a few hours time,it will be Christmas Eve. ((((: In a few hours time,it will be me and b's twenty-two monthversary!:DDD The second christmas with her already!:D Yay yay yay! But I am sick,down with flu and sore throat. Big booo! But still,I am going out of my house tomorrow!:D YAY. :D Woohoo. Happyhappy. (((((:

Reached Singapore on Sunday around 11. :D The trip was fun and fun and fun!:D Wooo. I missed it there. The weather was freaking cooling lah. Omg. We slept with ONE fan speed 2 and I need to wear my jacket,cover myself in blanket and with b's hug and it was still damn cooling lah. Omg,in school,with so many fans,speed 3 it was still freaking warm lah. -.- Omg,I wished singapore's weather will change!!!)): Fat hope. Haha. Will be only updating the photos next time,maybe together with tomorrow's photos!:D So stay tunnned!:D Just a photo...

MERRRY XMAS TO EVERYONE!!:DD

323,FUN!:D

2008-12-19T01:08:00.006+08:00

a few hours time,after pekxinhe ends her school,both of our families will be going to genting!:D Damn damn excited,its been ages since I've last visited the place.Yeh,yeh you will be saying genting only what~ haha,whatever then.I cant help but feel freaking excited lah! Bet its gonna be very damn fun!:D YAY!:D And me and baby is gonna be like sharing a room!:D with our ignorant siblings. woo. I can get to hug a bigger bolster now!:D YAY! HEHEHE.

I bought my new phone already! Yay yay yay! But still,I prefer the old one. Dang,fuck the world with all those cheap people._l_ I've lost all my contacts,but I dont really care. Those whom I think I will need or want your number,I have asked you for it already,for some,I still dont see you guys online,so I dont know how to ask,so yep.I will ask for your number,dont need come give me.(: But still,I am with the same number!(:

Mum bought the black one,I wanted the brown one,hopfeully I can change soon! Cuz now all phones look like e same and like all not nice de. This is not very nice also. ): Rah. So yeah,I'll blink it when I returns from Malaysia,provided I have the time.Haha. Gotta start on my work already!):

Darling bought for me a phone too. not a very good one. A 80 bucks one. LOL. :/ For my prepaid. Damn happy already. Cuz she keep spending money on me lohr. :/ Hehe,her dad got new car alr,I can go shopping next year with her bringing me already!:D yayyayayay!

Been very lazy to blog. ): I will try to blog as much as possible cuz I love you blog!:D Hehe. Okays I need to go to sleep already need to wake up earlier to transfer songs to phone,put my camera and MP3 into my back too. K,nights people!:D

322,BACK

2008-12-17T23:00:00.001+08:00

CHIN'S BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

321,understood

2008-12-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

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320,

2008-12-03T00:12:00.003+08:00

Went studying today.Left at 4plus,I went to find pek.

She needed stationaries and I needed to develop photos,I finally bought e draw circle thingy!:D Heee,its pink in colour somemore lohr. :D YAY.

Went home,mahjong!:D My future husband must knows how to mahjong with me! HEHE.
And here I am,I am now going to float away to watch drama~~~

BFH,IMISSESYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!):

319,GENTING!

2008-12-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

I am very excited about the trip to Genting!(: 19December,daddy and mummy 20th anniversary!:D Yay,and genting trip with the peks!Woooohoooo. Its gonna be uber fun!(: Yippppeee! Faster come leh,19december!):

Baking with twin this friday!:D Double YAY! Hehe,been long since we last met!:D Yay.

Someone wants to sponser me a flip phone! Triple YAY! But I think I dont need it,maybe I can exchange it with other things?HEHEHEH.

Someone wants to sponser me a little miss shirt! Whats four in a row YAY? HEHEHEH.

I AM HAPY!:D YAY YAY YAY YAY!

oh,yah its december already,christmas!:D ding ding ding dong dong dong~

one more month to school reopen):

318,Behind the screen

2008-11-30T21:24:00.002+08:00

Homed whole day,Wii-ed whole day with brother.Walked the dogs,played with them,watched teevee.Boring day.Wii damn fun,can sweat a lot,so shiok!:DHehehee.I think I will Wii tomorrow again,Wii's golf is so much fun and easier compared to real life!Hehehe,bowling rock!And I suck at tenis): Hahaha.

I want to have a christmas steamboat/bbq with may,yap and pek!Either at pek or my house,cannnn? And we will use CARS bowls,cups,forks,spoons!:DHehehehe. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Okay,maybe we can go out together again!:D

Pek starting school tomorrow,must study hard k?Jiayou ah.All e best!:D
Pig working tomorrow,if no aeroplanes flies,haha.Jiayou also okay? (:
( Perhaps I should start to study already )

K,I am done,I love the world!I love my family!:D Yayyayay!:D
Okays,I wanna go play PSP and watch incredible tales alreadyyyyyyyy~

317,may-day!

2008-11-30T01:38:00.009+08:00

Hello wello,I am here to blog about 28November2008,it will be filled with photos and it might be laggy,I hope nobody gets offended about the photos or anything.Hoho.28November was Mayday.Hahaha.It was a fun day too.

The color everyone decides to wear was WHITE.(: Except for the special may who claims her 'white' shirt was white when it dosent looks like its white!Haha,cuz she cant find anything that was white already,haha.

Okay finally the uploading is done!:DSo,the characters that day were:

maymaymay!

pekpekpek!

yapyapyap!

and lastly,mememe!

Met May at JurongPoint at 1030AM.Me and Pek rushed to buy stuffs!:D Called yup!She was still sleeping lohr.Haha,then she went to wash up quickly.Maymay,pekpek and me bus-ed to her house area and waited for her at the bus stop,while we wait we camwhored!:D

And denise came! And we camwhored more! Haaaaa.

The bus came and we took some pictures on the bus!HAHAHA.

Haaaaaaa.Anyway,first stop was long waited haw par villa!:D

ENTRANCE/WALKING IN.

All these were snapped at the place with the statues!I find it very amusing lehxz.Heee.

We went into the place where they tell you what happens when you dies,how you must serve your sentence in hell and blahblah.Quite creepy inside there,haha.Sorry yap,I grabbed you that tightly.Haha.You all want jiu go yourself lohr,one dollar only!Haha:D Nice place~

After that we went to vivo~~~~~ Went to sky park.lol.:D Should be called that name lah.Haha.And we ate cakes and put on party hats!:DDDDD

And may's 6 girlfriends!:D

Went to food republic to eat.Haha,after that went to the sky park place to slack again!Lol.Took photos,slack!

Bus-ed back to JurongPoint! Went home at 4PM+ haha!:D Funfunfunfunfun dayyyyy~
YAY,May hopefully you enjoy ur mayday alright!:D HEEEE. YAY,ILOVEMAY,PEK,YAP&CHIN!:DHAHA,lets celebrate Christmas over steamboat or BBQ this year!:D

Okay,I am done bloggging!:D YAY!:D Recently,dont feel like blogging or being online.Dont even want to touch the computer.Only use PSP to check mail.(: And I feel happy like that!:D Yay! Okays,its getting late already!I should be going!

I never forget how you blogged,
And I never forget how you came to me when you needed me.

316,back

2008-11-21T15:58:00.005+08:00

Back from Malaysia.

Okays,malaysia trip.太婆 left us on monday.太婆 didnt wait for us,we were suppose to make a trip to JB to visit her,but she didnt wait for us and left.We went back on tuesday.The 5 hours trip was kinda short as I was sleeping all e way.Went back to fetch公公,and we began the 2 hours ride again,we were lost which made the 2 hours ride to a 3 hours one.I swear I could vomit on the spot.Like wtf giddy lohr.So yeah,we reached the place where太婆's coffin was placed.太婆 very pretty,very nice.But I'm still scared.-.- The rituals(Sp?) were long,we only slept at 2am on the first day,and3am on the second day,the last day,the burial day,we woke up at 6am,so it was only 3hrs of sleep.The burial was okay,but tiring,we walked without shoes but socks on water,sand,rocks.Painpain.Started the 5 hours journey ride home at only 8pm due to e heavy rain,and the 5hours journey became a 6hours one as it was slippery on the road.

Saw mummy cried at 太婆's wake,and it made me feel like crying too.Seeing how aunties cries,it was really heartbreaking,and I kept thinking,what if one day,mummy leave me also?Like how 太婆 leave auntie.Then I started to weep also.And suddenly I miss 婆婆,小舅 a lot . Its a pity that we didnt get to visit them.I miss 小舅 a lot,the one that I called papa when I was young.I really miss him a lot. I hope that I will be able to go back to Malaysia in December to visit my cutest grandpa and also 婆婆,小舅.If we are free,lets go visit 太婆 too.

I want mummy and daddy to live long long. I dont want them to leave us. ):

So many days of not touching the computer, and when I came back,saw so many things.Dont know what to do,dont know what to say.I feel like going to another world to stay with太婆,婆婆和最疼我 …de；shǔ yú，cóng[zài fǎ yǔ de xìng zhōng，tā biǎo shì jiā tíng chū shēn]');">的小舅.

I shouldnt blog anymore in case if more things goes wrong,byebye.
我很累了,真…de；shǔ yú，cóng[zài fǎ yǔ de xìng zhōng，tā biǎo shì jiā tíng chū shēn]');">的很累了.

315,LIFE

2008-11-17T22:07:00.003+08:00

It's been ages since I've last blogged.Okay,so here I am,going to do a update on life recently.But,hmmm. Where should I start?

Glad to say that the sickness is gone,but I'm not in the pink of health or whatever shit.I'm still taking all those drowsy medicine which makes me go bangbang on my bed most of the times.Dang.I hate those cough medicine which tastes like shit,like seriously,cant they add permitted flavouring or something?At least a motivation for kids to take medicine right,or maybe get them to be addict,haha.

I sleep a lot recently.Is it the medicine or what is happening in life?God knows.Anyway,I tend to have scary dreams nowadays,and I ended up crying.How stupid,waking up at 3am to cry.Thats dumb,seriously.The brain is a powerful thing,scratch that.But sleeping is a fabulous way to get away from the real world.I love sleeping,woo.

Sentosa was alright,if not for that rain,if not for that spoilt brat,perhaps it will be perfect.Pictures will be uploaded if I'm not lazy.Although there are only a handful of them.No tanning as there was rain,boo. I hate the rain,I want the sun.But sometimes,I wished it rained everyday,and I do wished for snow too.

Madagascar 2 was funny.Haha,would like to watch it again.I want to keep a cute lion that dances.Oh no,not those which bit the cleaner to death,ouch!Or perhaps a penguin.Haha.But it will somehow get heat stroke and die.And perhaps come back to haunt me?Or give me 4D numbers.Hoho.People,go catch that humourous show!Its worth it!

I bloghop,and that motivates me to blog too.But I dont read blogs of people I know.I am weird.But who cares?Well,I do read people whom I know,those who are.. hmmmm,close to me?And its like only a handful,not more than 10.And the rest is all people whom I dont know.Haha.

Life is not perfect,trying hard to screw that in.But sometimes,I fail.Well,okay most of the time.Nobody to turn to when I need someone.All I do is cap my earpiece on and start to blast while I doze off on my bed.Anyway,who gives shit to me?

I just realised that I mistaken my mum's __________. ( I forgot whats that called, you know those oil that you put to let ur room smell of that particular smell thingy ) Yeah,I mistaken that shit as nail polish remover.How dumb,I was still scrubbing my nails hard that it almost tear.And,I blamed it on the nail color,I thought it was too strong.Haha,dumb me.And that bloody thing cost 120 bucks,and its half gone.Sorry mum,humans make mistakes and I am not an alien.

Since we cant work things out,I left.You didnt said anything,you didnt tried to stop me too.Thats when I know,things will definetly not work out anymore.I tried asking you back but you didnt wanted it.So yeah.Perhaps just leave things as now.I am tired.I dont want to even mention about us now.What I can give you in the relationship in the past,I have given it all.I gave you most of my time,care and love.The only thing I regretted was that I was too sticky to you.The reason why we ended up this way.I shouldnt have been so sticky to you.I should have known that you are a busy person.But heck,even after the breakup,you still didnt have time to text me when you are at home.Thats when,I decided to give it up.( oh, dont ask anything )

Great-grandma just passed away. I am going to Malaysia tomorrow.In the morning.Something I dont wish to do,someplace which I dislikes to go. But this time,its different.I want a break from all these.I want to getaway.Just in time.I wont be back till friday,or thursday.I know thats short.But its better than nothing.I'm contented. Mum asked me to pack my clothes,black clothes and some bright ones. And I just relaised I have plenty of black and white ones,but not black ones.What can I say?I need to shop for more colour clothes.Date me out,only when I am rich, $.$

I used to laugh at the drama where people get stuck in a triangle love or something.But now I am laughing at myself.Anyway,nothing happened,just happened to think of the past.

I've grown stronger.I can get to sleep without your phone calls now.I learnt to wipe those tears myself,and soon,I will learn to stand up myself.I wont want to ask you back anymore,the feeling of being rejected sucks.I find that the words which I need to hear to get me through the day in the past were no longer needed now.I think that heart of mine is numbed and dead.Although everything I do reminds me of you,I am not that sad anymore. Haha, stupid enough to use that word,sad,but I just cant find anything to replace that word.Dumb-ish.

I miss you,I miss us,but now,I am tired,since its game over,let it be.Let the rain pour,you'll have your umbrella,I'll have my raincoat.

This is a pretty long update,I hope it will cover for the days when I am away,and I dont even know if I am in the mood to update when I am back,haha. So yeah,hopefully this will cover up for the rest of the days,bye blog,bye singapore,hi malaysia.

314,Two more days?

2008-11-12T19:59:00.002+08:00

Omg,2 more days before intensive ends!
Cant wait! Hehehe. I am currently very lazy to update you know.
Thats why,lack of posts. I have been sleeping like an idiot.
Slacking over at B's house,playing mahjong,loosing money!
I should stop that. Hehe. But B is winning all my money lah!
Nevermind,it will be anyway,spent it by me!;D
Hehehe.

Saturday,family dinner at town at some pizza place.
Walked ard Orchard,I wore heels,freaking pain.
B changed shoes with me. Hehe,yay!:D
On the way home,daddy asked if we wanted Mac.
So we went drive-thru.So we bought ice-cream,fries and I had a burger!):
FATFATFAT. Reached home at ard 1am.
But I didnt finished everything. I passed them to B.Hehehe.
Slept over at B's house.Long time since I've overnight. :DDD

Sunday,went to pet shop to work.
B was supposed to go out,but she didnt dared to ask her parents.
LOL. So,she didnt went out with her friends,nor go work with me.
At night,we only met up at JurongPoint as daddy wants to look at something.
Went home after a short while. Mahjong-ed at B's house.
Home and sleeeeeep!;D

Blah blah blah. I want intensive to end lah!):
Sickening siah. I went to Jurong Point with B today!
We went to pay for her school suffs and we went to eat LaiLai lehxz!
Oh,I bought HSM3 soundtrack already!!! Happyhappy!
Using my own money lahxz. Heheheheh! YAY!:D
So happy! Walked ard,played ard,cabbed to B's house!:D
Slept again. Heee.

Cant wait for Friday, to sentosa with B and Pau and her Mau.
Hehehe. :DDD
Cant wait for 22/11 . For the first time,I cant wait for 22! Heee.
B going to treat me to seoul garden!;D For our 21 months,
And shopping!
23/11 accompanying sim to see her bbt. I know I am good,heee.
I wanted to bring that baby of mine along,
But I know she will confirm whine and whine. So better not! Heee.

Okay,quite a long post. Heee. I'll blog when I feel like again!
I am lazy yaw. Toodles!;D

313,sick

2008-11-07T14:16:00.003+08:00

I didnt pon school,this time I was really on MC.
Been so long since I've fell so sick. ):
Ytd when mummy brought me to the doctor,
I was walking walking and walking,
Then,boom! -.- I collapsed on the floor. Totally blackout.
Damn scary lah. In the middle of nowhere.
I guess I scared the shit out of mummy. :/
Then,she piggy-backed me to the doctor. I am very heavier one leh!
Wah,touched. :/ Haha. anyway,thanks mummy! Iloveyou.
After that,doctor said it was serious flu? Need a lot of rest.
So he gave me 2 days MC. (:

After doctor,went home and sleep.
Woke up,daddy fetched us to get our passports.
I compared the pictures,damn it, I am fucking fat lah!
Hahahaha. B says it was cute. LOL.

My MP3 went swimming ytd! Damn sad lah.
Maybe its a hint to get a Ipod soon? Heee.
Okays lah,whatever! Damn sad now you know.
Maybe go sun tan it later! Hehe.
Okays,I feel damn drowsy now. The medicine sucks.
Gonna sleep alr. Buhbye!

312,what am I ?

2008-11-05T21:08:00.002+08:00

You can shout at me,I kept quiet.
But why when I do the same to you, I get a different treatment?
The times you shout at me can be doubled by the times I shouted at you.
You dont even give a shit lah, you can play your psp so happily.
So I sat there,watched passer-bys, and thought.
If you can dont give a fuck to whatever is happening to our rls.
And be happily engaging in your games,why should I be sad?
Why should I even drop one fucking tear? I shouldnt.
I got all the reasons in the world not to cry.
I should really start to get used to you shouting,to your fucked up temper.
I should just treat it as a everyday thing.
Why treat me so good after shouting at me? Didnt texted the whole day.
I dont feel anything. I was happily sleeping,psp-ing,eating,blogging now.
Yes,I shouldnt feel sad.
Anyway,who gives a fuck? Yeah.
Gonna psp now and sleep again. I ~~shouldnt~~ give a fuck to you.

Something happy:

Obama won! Yay. Change in America!

311,WWW.1-STOPSHOP.BLOGSPOT.COM

2008-11-04T22:06:00.001+08:00

School has been alright so far.
Hugeged twinny today,long time since I've did that.
Loveyou twinny!;D

After school had dental.
I was the last I think!;D
Hehe. Okay lah,not that scary.
And the dentist damn friendly lahhh.
So nice!((:

Support my blogshop leh!
($.$) Hoodies/SeseameStreetKeychains/Patentbelts/Bagpacks/Slogantees.
Help finish the capping. Support okayyy.
The bag B ordered for me online,still no news. ):
Shucks.

I gotta go now! This is total random lah.
Nvm.Hehe. Okays bye!;D

310,NEW BLOG SHOP

2008-11-01T21:37:00.002+08:00

So,rebonding was not that bad!(: Hehe.
Its like the fourth time I rebonded it,
And this time it turns out better than the rest!;D
No hair spilts or anything. YAY!;D
But my hair smells of chemical now.
Tomorrow then can wash!):
Argh,jiuming ah.
Even baby is complaining lohr.

Paulin just pierced her naval lah!
Cool not? I am so gonna pierce my tongue!
I dont care! ): I want. Hehehe.
Baby dont want it now. ):
Hates her. Hehe. Kidding lah.

Opened new blog shop with baby.
www.1-stopshop.blogspot.com
Support kays? Hehe. Will still be taking in geeky spects,vintage tees,slogan tees!
Must slowly and imported bags!;D
I know nothing about money,
So money is all dealt by baby,dont worry uh!
The blog shop matters is dealt by me. Hehehe.

This is so totally random lah,dont complain.
Hehe okay bye!

309,any job intro?

2008-10-29T21:09:00.002+08:00

I hate extra lessons. But Physics today was nice.
The teacher was funny. Haha. Absored a little,I guess.
Haha. But I hope it will end soon.

I thinks Khatijah is not doing anythin to fucking help lah.
I thinks she take it as nothing has happened.
Fucking hell. Mother fuck. I hate westwood.

Good thing is that tomorrow will be queensway with baby!<3
Hehehe. I mean need to go with her to her school first lah.
LOL. Dismiss at ten go home get ready!;D
Wooohooo.

I need job,anyone can recommend?
Fucking ulcer under my tongue hurts. ):
Andandand,pauline is getting her naval piercing this friday?
Fucking jealous,I want a tongue piercing. ):

I NEED A JOB,
INTRO LEHXZ.

309,PHONE OR PLAYER?

2008-10-28T22:58:00.002+08:00

School today was short and okay lah.
Haha,MrHeng was nice to me! ;D Or maybe I think too much?
Aiya,whatever lah. (((((:

Anyway,Mummy&B was fighting for that something for me.
They were like talking to Khatijah so long to fight for what I wanted.
But Khatijah just wont budge lohr.
She kept thinking that _____ are bad influence.
Slap her boobs lah. -.- Bytch. I think she wont help lohrzx.
Mummy was saying just straight go GeneralOffice appeal.
Hehe. Aiya,idk lah. Damn irritated by this thing now cuz of Khatijah's words.
She dont undersstand and just talks as though she understands lah.
Knsknskns! ~~Fuck westwoood lah.~~ Tskkkkkk.
Mummy brought me away from school~
Early dismissal! Well, ~~I was not feeling well what!~~ Hehe.

Okays,went to saloon,me and B played with straighteners!
I corn-rebond her hair and laugh like some idiot lah!
Then she helped me too. Hehehehehehe!
She looked nice in rebonded hair lah! But I dont think she will rebond ah.
LOL. I am rebonding this friday!!,( yes you can go again? )
Then maybe do some treatment? Baby accompanying me!
Yay. Thursday accompany her go her school. ;)

I cannot stand the fake ipod lah!
Omg,so irritating! I want to transfer the music back to my phone leh!
Jiuming~ I know, walkman phone use to see videos a bit dumb.
Rah! I want Ipod lah! I deposited 20$ into my account,
So I have now 25.80$ in my account! So how long will I take to reach 200$?
I need help! ):

308,I WANT IT ALL!

2008-10-28T00:31:00.004+08:00

B: Wah,your wishlist a lot of things strike le ah.
B: Thats good.
Me: Yah,I know. I am gonna add more.
B: Okays, thats a good thing and a bad thing. Haha.

Okays,I just bought a number of things online!
I bought the food rings,going to order blings next week.
And B just bought me a transparent bag online!
Omg,Online shopping can kills lohr!
Yesterday,I was talking about wanting an Ipod.
How can I save like that?! Jiuming!
))):
I find girls just want this and that,
But for boys will be anything. Need then buy? LOL.
That's why, I treat B as a boy!
There is still a lot of reasons why I treat her as a boy!
Aiya,she looks like a boy what! She dont dares to accompany me to the gilrs toilet in public,
Cuz cleaners always use funny funny eye sights to look at her! @.@
I'll laugh at her then! HEHEHEH.

Okays,I want this:

Hehehe. Buy this for me man! I will love you to the max lohr!
Hahaahah, damn chio. B's mum have this 2, NEVER USE BEFORE SOME MORE!!!
I really envy B and her whole family lah!

You know,the other time I went to her parents room,
Her mum showed us one whole table of LV bags,
A lot also never use one lohr!! The zip de casing still there you know!
Then right, one table still not enough you know.
She never use so must air! Wah, never use, only keep. So shuang!
I also want lehhh! Then B right, also action liao lohr,
Say she got in her room also never use bring up to air!
Wah lao eh. ): So I just stood there and open and see lohr!
Machiam LV exhibition leh! ): Somemore that one is only her mum's.
Her dad's is in the cupboard,never take out air only. Wah piang eh!
And then JordanPek, every cars thing also got!
Somemore all import from AMERICA one leh!!!!
Everything LightingMcqueen one lohr!!
Somemore sit plane come one!): asshole,then still show off to me!
I want! ): Okays,I have B is enough,cuz she can sponser me! :/ HEHE.
I AM SO FUCKING JEALOUS! ):
But still,I love my family! (L)

B: Haha now siao lv also?
Me: Yah ! you die ah!
B: Ya lor die till cnt die. haha. at such a young age somemore, jialat liao. nx time grow up if not earn a lot of money will veryvery jialat
Me: Hahahahahahahah!!!!!!!

My baby is very cute right,haha! Well,to me she is lohr!
HEHEH. Okays.
I should edit my wishlist and go to sleep.
I need to find a job and stop shopping online before me and my gf goes broke AGAIN.
Hahaha. There's school tmr):
Maybe I should think of the bags when I am in class!
So I wont be bored! HEHE.

Oh yah,BFH is back!;D
Yipppppeee! <3

PSSSS/GUCCI IS ALSO NICE!!!!):
my b is going to die soon. hahahahaha!

307,

2008-10-27T00:48:00.002+08:00

I should be in bed now,but I am busy here.
Surfing the net. Haha.
I was blog hopping and then I realised,
All my primary school mates whom are now in sec school ( duh )
Are having a hell of time out there partying lohr,
Their blog posts are all, SCHOOL ENDS/HOLIDAYS ARE HERE.
And boohoo,I am stuck in stupid westwood for another 3 or 5 weeks?
Motherf. -.- Nonono,Ferlin you love westwood!
Yes,I love westwood manxz.

Mummy will be going to the school on Tuesday.
I asked to B to accompany mummy.
They will be requesting something.
I know it wont work,but at least they try mah.
So yeah,booohoo. Always prepared for the freaking worst thing.
Well,what good thing can happen in WestWood?
Boohoo.

Idk where Bfh is. Haha,dont even know if she is back lah.
Stupid bitch. Never reply all my texts.
Gonna kill her and smack her real hard.
Rah.

I have all the songs in High School Musical 3 alr.
But I will still buy the disc when it comes out!
Must support,all of you must also buy kay!
Hiakhiak! I wanna go blast off my high school musical songs and scrub off my nail polish!):
RAHHH. I wanna go Arab street to buy blings to bling up my gadgets!
Bye world.

306,red is the sex

2008-10-26T00:48:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Twin!
Loveyou(:

Hi hello hey hey! ;)
Tired day siah,early in the morning went all the way down to Newton.
Accompany B to sign up for her French class.
Sigh,twice a week. Rah. >:/

Went Clementi after that. Waited for family.
Went down to mummy's friend house for lunch.
She was a malay,friendly one. Ang poh was ten bucks! $.$
Hehe. Quite a lot leh! LOL.

Went to Clemeni,bought a red PSP cover!
Shiok-ness. Haha. After that, B's mum called!
She said she transferred money to her,then she go withdraw.
And bought me an MP4. Ipod look alike.

Well,some of you will go like,FAKE IPOD.
Okay lohr, fake ipod lohr.
Anyway,I dont think it really look alike to the Ipod.
Can use jiu can le whatzxz. I am saving myself to buy this:

Chio color siahxz. Hehe. So I will be using my chio red,fake ipod for now.
And then save for tt. Hopefully I can lah.
I want to buy something for myself using my money.
I dont want B to keep spending her money on me,
And keep whining non stop. Hehe. But still,
IloveyouB,thankyou.

HOHOHO,red phone,red psp cover,red psp,red MP4 equals to this:

Chio-ness~ but horh, pink is still my fav! Hehehe.
I need to go entertain my baby alr. Haha. Byebye.

305,twenty

2008-10-24T23:37:00.002+08:00

Towned today,high school musical three was fab.
Zac Efron was cute. ;B School students were fucking noisy and irritating.
The songs were great,the dances were cool.
Everything was nice lah! All the seasons all so nice one siahxz.
): I wanna watch again. Shall wait for the disc to come out,
Or disney channel to show. (:
Neoprints then. Screwed like wth. -.-
Okay,whatever. Clementi and then home.

I'll edit this tmr,with photos maybe?
Okays,byebye.
Gotta go before someone whined that I spoil her computer.
Bye.

Sunday got HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL TWO!

301,twenty tomorrow

2008-10-23T19:53:00.002+08:00

Stayed home today .
Watched Sex And The City, Camprock .
Painted nails but failed badly. ):

Anyway,what happened ytd was fucking irritating.
But,I love my mother still,I love my father still. ;D
Hehehe. ;B And I love baby!
Oh,I hate Westwood more! :D
Bfh,come back soon okay? <3

Baby coming later to stayovernight!
YAY. Hehe. Going out tmr!
Catching HighSchoolMusical3!:D
Heheh, twenty tomorrow! So happy.

302,woohooo I am a winner!

2008-10-20T21:39:00.005+08:00

Hello. You know you know. ;D
Okay,you dont know. Haha.
Anyway, I am a winner!;D

Hohohohoho. I am a winner.
Anyway,thats my MathsPaper. EndOfYear.
And it was marked by a fab teacher. ;D Shall not name.
Anyway,I was a winner in my paper. not because I score well.
But because I did not know how to do a question.
Oh heck,I know I had more questions blank compared to other people.
But wait,are teachers suppose to give encouraging comments or sarcastic comments?
And maybe teachers are allowed to like write such a comment on your ENDOFYEARPAPER.
So encouraging. I feel so encouraged man! Oh yah, I forgot to say.
This is a part 4 question in a big question. I didnt have enough time to finish it.
And,I did complete the rest of the question infront CORRECTLY.
And then, this teacher so nicely called me a winner on THE PAPER.
This teacher dont give a hoot to us during lessons.
Well not us,those who stood outside? LOL. (:
Then,he wrote a comment. ;D What a teacher. So nice so nice.
So if I am winner because I did not know how to do a question,
That teacher must be a winner of all winners because he taught me MATHS. ;D
And he said very very proudly he will produce As in ALL OF US. ;DDD
Well,thats what he said on the first day. (:
Cool not? Now I didnt know he lowered down his expectations of like, getting an A.
Now even if you fail/dont attempt to do questions/no time you still are a WINNER! ;B
It's the same thing as getting an A what. So why study so hard for any exams,
When even if you dont do anything,or did badly,you are still a WINNER.
So why bother to study? Hurhur. I am so motivated now.
Now I know, next time if I dont study,I am still a winner.
If I dont have time already,I wont even bother to write some few lines of working,
And then I will be a bigge winner than a winner. ;B Cool cool.
If next year,he is still my fabulous winner of winners maths teacher,
I will just die and skip maths lessons like seriously. (:
There are rumours saying this particular teacher is leaving.
But hoho. I hope its true, as some said its only a lie,
Whatever it is, hopefully, its true. ;B I'll pray to every god if its true.
I love you man! More than anything and everything uh.
Someone said you blog hopped, I care a lot.
Hopefully you will get to read this. (: Wooooohooo.
Oh yah, I'm in WESTWOOD SECONDARY. ;D
Nice school with nice teachers ENCOURAGING comments.
Ilovemyschool to the MAX! More than I love baby! Hiakhiak.
Be glad,oh yah I know you will. (:
Hoho,byebye,off to play audition. ;D
Dang,I ~~wasted~~ like fifteen minutes[?] on my fab teacher.

301,who can I turn to?

2008-10-18T21:02:00.007+08:00

EVERYTHING WAS PURE SHYT.
IT WAS ALL MY FUCKING FAULT,
AND I TURNED THE WHOLE THING AROUND,
IT WASNT HER FAULT,IT WAS MY FAULY.ENTIRELY MY FAULT.
YOU CAN SMILE NOW.
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she says I'm crazy,
she dont want to answer me anymore.
I guess I should be gone,
I wont be blogging here for now,period.
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why do I feel I am the only one who wants to see you?
why do I blames myself for not tagging along?
why do I wait for you to eat my dinner?
why do I thinks that you will come and eat with me?
why do I feel like I stand nowhere in you hear?
why do I cry in the shower,in the cold?
why am I so stupid?
c'mon stop crying chin,its no use.
there is no one who will hear you cry.
be strong even you know that you ~~cant be.~~
not trying to gain sympathy or anything.
if you think i am,then fuck off.
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The dream was scary,
It was the first time I ever felt so lost.
You no longer want me in that dream.
You no longer need me in that dream.

Why do I always find myself standing alone in the balcony,
Blasting music into my ears,
Gazing at the dark dark skies,quiet road.

Twin's blog made sense,
Why is it that no one can be with you when you rlly need one?
Why is it that no one can listen to you cry?
No matter how best that friend can be.
Contridicting huh?

Its all different, its all changing.
God,I am not prepared,please,let her stay for awhile more by my side.
I'm not prepared to let go yet,not now.

300,happy happy.

2008-10-17T23:51:00.001+08:00

Something to strike off from my wishlist.
Muhaha,mummy brought me this!

Hiakhiak. nice nice watch! well to me lah. ;D
And pauline is jealous! Woohoo. :D

Haha,went to make Ic today with B.
In the morning,there was no one. Shuang-ness.
Filled in the passport form then made IC.
There is this idiotic uncle beside us,
Complaining about things. Irritating,tsktsk.
Completed everything at twelve plus?
;D Went to bugis and walked around,
Ate toast and chicken!;D Hehe.
Then we went to walk here and there and I made this.

Haha,went to find mummy ate and slack.
Cabbed home at four plus?

Slacked at baby house went home at six and went golf with daddy.
There was baby,brother,daddy and me.
And it was fun!;D
After golf,went to find mummy again.
Ate and ate and ate and went home! ;D
Showered and here at baby house. Haha.
Staying over today!((:

B is sleeping now. Gotta wake her up to shower.
Lazy ass. Ans somemore she tmr got training.
Gotta wake her up and drag her to the toilet. (:
Gosh she is snoring already! I might not be able to drag her to bathe.
Rah. Bye people.

299,Keep Holding On

2008-10-16T23:39:00.003+08:00

edited/
everything will be alright.
Iheartyou, ;B
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你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

used to be a favourite song,
but why do I cry when I listened to it now,
I think I am thinking too much.
I dont want this love to go away.
我很怕但能跟谁说?
I want to cry again.
240207,Imissus.

298,you lie me

2008-10-16T20:26:00.002+08:00

Hihiheyheyharlowharlowyawyaw!(:
Omgomgomg. I just talked to Lishwen,
She says MsKhatijah said that everyone was promoted to Sec4E.
So,I am safe uh? (: Gosh,hopefully.
Though I still am scared,I've got the feeling I will retain uh.
But still yeah Buddha bless.

Pon-ed school today. And when picking up Jordan,
I saw MrHeng, cool not ? -.- Totally ( not ). LOL.
Hopefully he wont say anything bad for tmr promotion excersice.
If not,I put black magic, hiakhiak.
No lah. -.- I am not so evil and I dont know how to.

Spent my day at B's house sleeping.
She had this huge stack of letters/bills from her mother.
And need to arange them,but when I reached,
Is I helped her do lohrxz. She just kept watching tv and resting.
Tsktsk,lazy ass. After everything,she cooked spaghetti for me like finally!;B
YAY!(: Haha,after lunch went to her room,watch tv till slept.
Haha. Woke up,slack a while, rolled home for dinner! (:

I'm having menses now,terrible.
Luckily,there is no school for the following 3 days!(:
4 days no school,shiok not. Hiakhiak.
I feel so bored lah. Okay,I want to audi now.
(: Byebyetoodlestoodleszaijianzaijian! ( tsunami waves~ )

cuz every kiss and every hug meant a lot now.
i cant bear to let this rls go dying,
but i cant do anything but cry,
useless shyt.

297,itchy-ness

2008-10-15T22:38:00.003+08:00

My school is dying,it had some stupid shit thing.
HAHA. No lah,I dont know what it is,
But everyone,I mean the Sec1 & Sec3 are infected with rashes?
As in most of us. And hoho,we skipped Physics to apply some cream.
Even ChangBetty also got leh! Wah,damn sickening.
Damn itchy! Tsktsk. ): And tmr,I am not attending school!
YAY for me!;D But still waking up early to bring Jordan to school.

Recess was quiet,good thing. (:
But some idiotic sec ones boys who dont know where they stand in their SHORTS.
Fucking idiots. Dare to do,dare to speak up for your own actions.
You were denying and changing the topic and walked away,
Its the same thing as saying,oh,I am a coward and loser,just leave me alone.
Haha. Fucktards. Bfh,chill okay!;D

Okay I am still scratching myself up till now.
Damn it.): I hate the itch lah! ): Okays,whatever.
I am hungry but I am lazy to eat so,I shall stick to the computer.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL SEC FOUR TAKING THE PRATICAL TMR!;)
ESP,PAULINECHINSHIYING. (((:
Haha,I'm done here so,bye living idiots. (:

I feel so confused now,
Tell me,we'll last forever,please?

296,happy burfday,one year older

2008-10-13T21:58:00.007+08:00

I'm one year older already. Bad or good thing leh. -.-
So many days never blog already.
Okays so here it goes,long post!!!

FRIDAY.
B brought me out!(: Surprise trip,haha!
But her plan failed badly!!! Actually is go GoatsFarm,BirdPark.
Then JurongPoing for dinner.(:
But we only went BirdPark but happy le ah!;D
Damn happy lohr. Haha.
Morning call at 8plus. Tired dao.
We bus-ed there,bought tickets with the rides one.
And skipped happily inside! ;D
We talked to birds,feed birds!!:D
B paid for everything lah and bought all the photos,
She also everything let me, feed also I feed.
HEHE. Funfun! I wanna feed them again lohr. ):
But baby,thankyou!;D

Then,went to GekPoh buy lunch,
Off to baby house,slackkkk,sleeep.Stayedoverrr ;D

SATURDAY,BBQ!
Family BBQ!;D Funfunfunfun!;D
Camwhore like maddd! Sef timer,funfunfun!

I have a cute father who plays with us!;D

Dashing for the camera!

Youngest boy's hand. lol.

Lovelove.

B looks scary. :/

Cut cake session! 3 cakes this yr leh. Big to small!
Hehehe. and photot session!

Threecakes!;D One is hand baked by big sis!;D tyvmmmm.

Mum&Dad,I look screwed):

Siblings love.

Bestest Sis!;D

Group.

Groupgroup!

B!;D (lurblurb)
\

Brother!

Blow out wind.

Cutcake~

Haha,after cutting the cake we had a mini smashing session!
The sides of my cake are filled with fingers):
Haha,victims were papachin,mamachin,bigchin,secondchin,smallchin,mybaby and me!
HEEEE,lets take a look a papachin.
The one whom started it. (:

No pictures of other victims cuz everyone was smashed.
No one could took photos. Haaa ;D ( but got video )
Stayedover with bro at B's place again!;D

MONDAY13OCTOBER2008
After school baby baked for me!;D YAY YAY YAY!
HEHE, nicenicenice,and I slept!;D

Put wrong my name. LOL. -.-

Thanks everyone who wished me through MSN/Tags/FaceToFace/Sms-es ((:
And thanks bfh and joel for singing the bday song for me!;D
Thanks family and b for the wonderful celebrations. (:
Iloveyou,B♥

__________________________________________

Finally finished updating!;D Hehe.

Okays,results were back today. Nothing I wanna say.

I just dont want to be trasferred to NA or retain. ):

Sigh,god bless me. Okays,I am tired so bye!

295,Over!

2008-10-09T19:49:00.003+08:00

Exams are offically over. Hehehe. Byebyebooks!;D
Hopefully,I wont get retain,transferred.
If not,I die already. :/ *prays
Okays,maths and physics were the killer.
I find physics hard lohr,I think I am crazy,
People says physics are easier than chemistry.
But still, my physics marks are higher than my chemisrty.
Contridicting shit. Haha.

Tmr's friday!;DDDD Muhahahah!
Baby gonna take me out but Idk where she will be bringing me.(adv.bday celebration)
She planned everything already.
And she said 0845AM leave my house leh!
Super early lohr. And still Idk where we are going. -.-
Haahaha. And today,she hid something from me. Haha.
I kept pestering her to say. LOL. But she wont give in lohr. ):
Nvm,I shall wait!;D Saturday, BBQ with family,and Cars cake!;DD
*Beams! ;BBB
Excited~~

LOLOLOL. I am done blogging,I wanna chiong my dramas now!:D
Bye people!:D

294,Half Way Through

2008-10-06T19:23:00.001+08:00

Nong nong time never blog already.
Actually shouldnt be here blogging,
But never mind uh. Tmr's only maths. Haha.
The fabulous subject which I have give up nong nong time ago.
And I will be dismissed at ten tmr!!!!!!! ;DDDD
HAHAHA. But I still need to go to school on Thurs. -.-
But after paper on Thurs will be eating breakfast with Babysitter!;D

I want to change skin lah.
Okay maybe on thursday or friday!!!
Friday, a day I should look forward to uh?
Do you rmb whats friday? :/

I thank god for the not-so-hard-to-do papers.
I shall be a good girl and perserve!!!!
Jiayou everyone,half way through(:

293,hiatus?

2008-09-29T22:09:00.002+08:00

Tmr the start of the fabulous End Of Year Examination!
Hiakhiak. So,its time to get down to real buisness.
Which is supposed to start like nong nong ago?Heh,heck.
Anyway,wont be blogging anymore till the death of the papers!;D
Okays, Jiayous and lucks to every single soul taking their papers.
((((: Go everyone.

Baby,I am happy for you.
But dont leave me okay? (:
Muacks.

294,New pets!!!

2008-09-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

Stuffs happened during school time.
I dont know what exactly happened,
Cuz I heard part of the story only.
But now,its cleared. I'm glad too.
Both sides are my best mates I've met in Secondary School.
And I love you guys the both sides.(:
Thanks to all whom comforted me during recess,
Even though we had conflicts before, you guys still cared.(: Thanks.
And yeah. I love BFH. (: You dont give up kay. :DDD

After school met with baby. Was at laoshi house. Haha.
Watched movie,her room is damn comfy~ Haha. :D
MrsKang passed me the hamsters today!;D
Actually she's a very different person when she's not in school lah.
She's very nice. ;D
So,me and baby finally had our own pets!;D 2 hamsters!

Mine is gahgah, Baby is bohboh! So both will be gahgahbohboh~
Hahahahaha. We are gonna spent money on the cages,blah this and that. ;D
But,both gahgah and bohboh is with me cuz baby cannot keep at home.
Nevermind,I'll be biased to gahgah! Heee. ;B

I received the letter to make my IC already. Hiakhiak.
I want to make it on my birthday but I dont want to spend time q-ing up on my birthday.
Ahhh,fuck. Haha. Shall see. ((((: Gotta make passport too.

I dont want to go to school tmr.
There's farewell,nvm lah. But why still got lessons after that.
Damn shag. -.- So suan le!
Shall shop for gahgah and bohboh stuffs tmr!;D
Kays,shall skip off to play with gahgah and boh boh,
And tell mummy I dont wanna attend school tmr (:
Oh,I will pluck out the phone line,Westwood is irritating lah. -.-
Byebye!;D